Life of guohui ...chp 349

Goodness gracious me, I do not know what is happening to me. Suddenly lost of appetite, constant nauseous feel, severe insomnia. Yes! severe insomnia for a sleep indulging person like me is totally unbearable. I can't imagine me sleeping at 5am only to wake up at 8am a totally freshed up person. And worse off when I go lights off at 1am. horrible.

And the closure of the eyelid just leads to more random thoughts running through my mind.

Exam's coming. I can't seem to focus. The assignment deadline is driving me crazy. The work deadline is driving me crazy.

And to everyone around me, I looked fine and definitely sound fine when deep in me, I know I'm not.

This is insane. Madness. Absurb. Am I going through some kind of depression?

But nope, I'm not downbeat nor upset. I still laugh at the slighest joke, greet passerby with a smile on my face.

But figuratively, something just don't seem right.

irritated.

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, March 18, 2010.