LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 63


guohui reporting in.... at last... was so busy over the past few days and days and days that i haven really got the time to blog... n haven got the time to meet up with the cliques... damn...lots of projects are bombing out and i do really feel the rush for time to complete them... the only one which is near completion is the musical box for project one.... the rest lyk autoCADD is lyk so pressing.. and worse still, i haven really got the time to do them until after MST... arrhhh.... i need the drive.... i need the motivation... and tt person is you.....

going over to stay at SP tomorrow for 1 week till 7 or 6 feb to prepare for the spinnovex for SP openhouse...will be com-less and blogless... will find time to blog... this publication officer thing are getting on my nerves man.... just feel so zuo bo now and going to when the opehse is on... though now i'm pressed for time to complete the 3.5m by 2m canvas banner... gotta head down to bra basah tml with cindy to buy the black canvas as well as to print the wordings...


guess wad.... today is the Singapore River Raft competition.... and i actually took part!!! after completing the river raft over the past weeks with the most credits to hoong teck, not forgettin the rest of the 3E yr 1 peeps like james and yong liang, we actually set sail on singapore river at clarke quay. n our raft actually completed the river... kudos to chit kai, hoong teck and ermmm... your sincerely... though we din emerge the as champion for our race... but we were not the last... all i can say is... top 10...muahhaha and our timing is fater than yr 2 peeps by almost a min.... hahahha.... wanna delicate the followin to the 3E yr 1 who came to support us.... THANK YOU!!! and hsiu pei, ur nemo board is really really nice...

and guess wad... i saw esther at the SRRR too!!! so surprised and shock and pleasant to c a familiar face in a SP-related event... esp when she called me when i finish the race and was all wet and singapore river-smelling... had a chat with her before joining the other peeps to dismantle our rafts.... den walk to bugis with the 3E yr 1 peeps... went crazy as we roam the streets...foolin ard with the nemo board... making a fool of ourselves.... muahahahah


oh boy...i'm HIGH today.....very high...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, January 30, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 62

tired tired tired day.... had a really tiring day todae.... started off with a early maths lecture which i practically crap the whole lesson thru... singing songs, bullshiting with chenyong and weiquan... had my project 1 interview after tt which lasted for half an hr... the lesson was SUPPOSED to be 2hrs k... aniwae, did fairly for the interview la... confirm no full marks le... coz of the pnp and npn transistor thingy... haiz... after tt went to play a little bball... long time since i last touch a bball le... nt bad, still got some feel to shoot a few loops... had lunch at foodcourt 3 and headed to T14 for my CADD test... sian man.. din completed the test... den rushed to SAC for my poly 50 run... kinda pissed k dere... coz we supposed to meet at 2.. but i got test till 3pm... den SOMEONE go relegate me to non-runner divison.... was supposed to be running loh... i even train for tt... but juz becoz i was late coz of a test, was relegated... it is even my fault tt i HAD A TEST... i even made it in time eventually for the registeration...

guess the word to use is FUCK UP with a capital F man... sorry... really pissed off by tt... aniwae, i eventually DID run... coz got ppl CMI le... out of the 50 rounds, i clocked 4 rounds... out of the 5 rounds all of us are supposed to run... but out of impulsiveness, i din do any stretching and cooling down exercise, now my legs are damn pain and strained... damn... it gonna be a few days before i recover again... but had fun with the run... managed to sprint for the 4 rounds of 1km (approximate) each. well done guohui...

but din really have a gud day today...coz of tt stupid incident...


sick of such personality rotting away in my life... though y should i even care...


btw, i'm just so sick of myself not being myself in front of ppl...y should i hide my sorrows and put on a smiling face when i'm NOT happy inside? from now on, am going to be way tt i am... i DUN need a mask... but living to my principle, i'll smile for the world... ironic huh? but now i am adding a clause... provided tt i'm happy...


well... this is juz another lame entry... duhz... pissed... going to slp....

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, January 19, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 61

being MIA for so many days... i'm back again... hmm... kinda had a busy week for last week... but satisfying buzz made my week... had cough for the whole week... practically survived on strepsil's honey with lemon lozenges for the whole week... had also worked out the spinnovex shirt design and backdrop with andrea, my counterpart from MMEC... practically worked for 2 days and evenings to get our work done... a satisfying design that the lecturer could not reject... at last a heavy workload off my mind... phew...

went to cut my hair on fri... currently having the short spiky look again...yeap... i tink i look good in my new haircut... i tot i always do with short hair...haha...

went for seasports on sat and sun... kinda fun... and skin tanning... i look 65% tan le... tt's a gud start... will get more in time to come... but now my legs, abodmen, arms are aching lyk crazy... dunno whether can make it for the poly50 run on this wed... pray hard tt i'll recover soon enuf... dun wanna go running with aches... i need a physio dude....

woah... i covered last week in so short huh? but it seems pretty hectic to me....

nvm...

shall tell an interesting tale today...

i'm nt boasting...


but these things dun happen everyday...esp for a self-assuming-gud-looking-BUT-ugly guy like me...

as i board the dover mrt station today at 6.30pm++, i saw this cute girl with a njc orientation tee( it got a big NJC logo in front. i duno whter she is j1 or 2 though). she's wearing a mini denim skirt... standing very near to me.. at the entrance of the train... as the train goes... she was moving towards my direction. even though it was not crowded enuf to make her do so... n she kept fondling with her phone... dun ask me how i noe... i was kinda noticing her periodically... she happened to be person tt caught my attention in the whole catridge... but mind u, i never keep on staring at her k... tt would be rude... just occcasional looks... n hence i noticed the diff...but redhill, she was practically standing next to me le... a displacement of 2metres from the initial standing pt... when the train is leaving tiong bahru heading to raffles place, a shocking incident happened... she actually approach me and ask if we could be fren...den ask for my hp no which i c no reason not to give...den after a sentence of "nice to meet you" and "hope to cya ard", she hastily got off at raffles place mrt station... leaving me in a daze... wasn't prepared for this at all... moreover it was such a cute girl, the mould of my ideal girl... went on to receive her msg shortly after 10mins... shall not continue her to bored you guys to death...

but this incident was lyk so shocking and unexpected k. din expected to kena ta shan... some more from this cute girl...

arrh... sweet dreams tonite and a new fren found....hahhaha....

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, January 17, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 60

ok ok... here's another milestone in my blog... 60th entry k... never tot tt i'll come so far... but i prove my worth and will to carry on bloggin k... yeap... tt's supposed to be gud rite? haha...

ok ok... initially wanted to blog for last week, but i was caught in a flu-sorethroat-headache combo with fever-cough extra value combo later on in the week... had a 3 day medical leave for my week k.. the first in 2005... the first in many many many months... y muz i kena such a combo when i had my first sickness for the first time over the months??? haiz... hahha...


n the culprit------> the 2 curry puffs from foodcourt 3



!!!!again!!!!

but this time round, the accomplice is ME forgetting to buy any drinks to quench my thirst after eating them in class... kinda serve me right oso... but 3days of illness plus the aftermath till now is a bad enuf punishment for me already k...


n i discover 1 thing....


since the opening of that bakery in foodcourt 3 in SP, i've been down with sickness after eating their foodstuff...


kinda of a "coincidence" huh?

beats me, but i'm nt gonna try for any more foodstuff from there... not in the near future at least... dun wanna get indigestion and sickness combo again...


i hate to be sick...( haha... who does? 0

feel that dying... i even had no energy to on my com for the nite k...let alone blog... scary...



these days had set me thinking...

have i really change??? for the better??? or the worse???




key to this answer: i have changed... though i duno for the better or worse.... beginining to notice this... all alone i thought that i'll be able to suppress / notice / control these changes... but i was wrong.... it is a subconscious thing... though i believe that i'm not easily influence by my surrounding, but somehow, i would .. subconsciously... but aleast i dun smoke... or steal... or commit crime...( please exclude "P2P file-sharing, jaywalking, eating on the bus"). at least i'm able to rationalise btwn the really bad and being a kind person who is able to justify my action... at least i tink so... but nevertheless, some areas of me still remains... the passion for np still remain... at least for now... going to be a unoffical senior CI in cchsm npcc le.. though i dun believe in seniority in CI-hood. hope i can guide my junior CI well... at least maintain our unit's morale... if not bring it to greater hts... it can be done... it can be done...

ok... though i'm boring everyone out with np stuff, muz still stress here... i tink i m getting more and more "sadist" in np... or call in setting higher standards... beginning to lecture ppl more... applying the many techniques of lecturing cadets AND NCOS (esp)... beginning to see the light of y my CIs used to think this way... getting old in np le... almost coming to 6years and going in np, can you believe it? never expect myself to stay committed for so long... but i did... will do so... the passion is still raging.. at least for now...


maybe i've gone insane with my fever... typing out all these wad-seems-crap to readers out there... endure with it for this entry huh. will get more interesting... keep your finger cross... cheers' o

guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, January 08, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 59

hey yo, it's guohui back here again... who else can u be expecting? my evil twins from planet z?? haha... lame... today is the first post of the yr 2005!!! happy new yr to all of you all out dere!!! woohooo!!!


a lot of things happened this week... may it be gud or bad, they are there to stay... factual reality... went to queensway with cedric on mon to buy my leather shoe... had a photo taking session on tuesday for the helpers of SPINNOVEX 2005... wore formal clothing to sch... the feeling's great... esp wearing a tie to class...haha... okie... the egocentric me took a lot of self portrays of myself...duh...digressing... den went to zhen qiang hse... was abt to play bball in a formal suit... (yes, u heard me rite, playing basketball in a formal suit WITH TIE!!!) but the rain spared me from the torture. headed down to parkway after tt... zhen qiang's turn to treat us for his bdae... same usual place at suki sushi's... wed was great... finally went home early at 5pm to rest k... thurs... intially wanted to join the gang to play bball at marine parade... but had a case of indigestion.. .really horrible k... i had to miss my dinner, supper, breakfast etc coz of it... damn... the culprit was a digusting cream puff plus a greedy me... accomplice: the slice of egg prata plus bee hoon for breakfast at foodcourt 3 in SP...

fri was new yr eve... initially was to go out with the 2hm ladies... but dunno y in the end din happen... initially heard from zr said going to east coast... first reaction of me was really SIAN0.5!!!!countdown at east coast!! crazy idea... somemore it was pouring for the whole morning k... total craze... went over to jasper hse at 7 after a heated row w/o action with mum... she's getting oh-so-work-up these day... duno y...getting on my nerves k... headed to partyworld in town for countdown... it was so damn ex k... kena whacked a cool 30bucks++ each for a 4hr session... den walked to esplanade with jasper and zhenqiang... was supposed to meet my frens dere... on the way, we did a lot of crazy things... as if we were drunk k... we headed to to bugis direction for a long time before catching a cab... it was a cool $20 bucks k... slpt to 2pm todae...


over the weeks... had a rude shock of my life recently... i was being critisized by some peeps in the SP( dun wanna mention names...) as someone very arrogant, eager to show off my forte, domineering, bossy... m i really someone lyk this??? i dunno.. .really really dun... have i been too offensive in my speech? have i cross the boundary of respect? have i been... domineering?? i tot tt by pointing out wad i feel is right, i m showing tt at least i care... at least i care abt what WE are doing... but somehow i'm sorry u all dun feel tt way... N STOP ASSOCIATING me with NPCC!!! is it a crime/ wrong / abnormal to be a cadet inspector? so wad if i am serving the corps? tt's whr my passion lies... stop discounting my commitment coz i m serving the corps... HAD ENUF of being scrutinised... just treat my commitment as a part time job!!!


sorry to those who cannot understand the above... just kinda wanna vent my frustration... tt's my platform k...


n come to tink of it... i realise tt i've changed...




a lot



a lot


a lot



in terms of the way i act...



evolution...





or worse still... invisible gradual evolution...





or the better or the worse???



time will tell...


ok... time to make resolutions for the year... din really accomplish ALL of my resolutions for year 2004... had some hold backs... still couldn't bring myself to make it known.... to the world... to ?????????... for frenship or for the worse??


is it a misunderstanding? have i mistaken a fren's concern for something else? do i wanna alight my train only to find someone is actually on the same train with me but we both din realise it?


nvm... i'm just crapping... treat it as a story... it may be the blockbuster of the year... woohoo... most-inspiring scriptwriter: guohui... alrite man...

oh ya... i' m sure everyone heard abt the tsunami... it's a pretty terrible incident...
*a minute of silence for the people who suffered because of it.*

tt brings me to one point... life is so fragile... so helpless... gotta cherish life... n most important ppl ard you...no matter what they did to you... sometimes, i had just imagine myself being in tt situation... it's scary.. nvm..don't wann elaborate... had this incident of almost similiar incident this yr with my family... in malaysia... but phew... guohui and his family is still here to stay.

sorry mum( if you ever see this...), for all the upsets and things i have done...( stop nagging me abt the pillow incident though.)


nevertheless....still wanna end today's entry with a happy new year to all... sorry for being so emotional this entry... treat it as a screenplay...

N despite all fights, argument, quarrels, pillow-throwing... wanna wish my mum a happpy bdae!!!

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, January 02, 2005.