LiFe oF gUohU...cHp 200

another milestone reached on the ground i blog on. Yes, this is the 2ooth chapter of guohui's life you are currently reading. this is yet another phase of life he's going thru.

nth much to elaborate abt. have nt been using my brain often since the last post. everyday is like a routine. ridiculously busy over trivial issues. it ain't mundane. it's busy. and it's complicated. haven really got time to sit down and ponder abt issues like before. haven really sit down to revise my modules for this semester. and exams is in like 2 weeks time.

perhaps it's time to really sit down and have a breather. enjoy some peace and transquility. pray that i dun not get lazy after that. and prepare for my papers. and resume my jogging sessions.

have been real slpy for today. i guess i dun really like and want anymore sleepover or tonning sessions while i'm on a 5 day study week. it din worked up as i planned and i ended up getting more lethargic. it affects my thinking. ( nt tt i really think anyway. maybe it's an excuse) and it gives me another excuse to abandon my work on hand and slp. and viola, i ended up having to catch up late into the nite, slp late, wake up for my early lessons and the vicious cycle carries on.

this is kinda bad. it gives me an excuse to be lazy. and since i'm lazy at heart, i like to slp late into the day on weekend to satisfy myself. since i'm always deprived of slp on weekdays. and it gears me up for another week ahead. it may nt worked out when i enlist. but at least it works for nw. and i've no intention of changing this bad habit or method of self-satisfaction for nw. period.

a series of pics to be admired by all. meanwhile, it's gonna be digging myself onto J2ME again. till next time. cheers ppl.




at karen's 21 bday party. TEAM chung cheng high main instructors. excluding lam yarn and chin yeh. ( hmm. is there a link somewhr ? ) oh ya. teck leong left early. so he ain't in the picture.


class photo of 2hm after so 5 yrs. mich is not being serious here.


zhuo zhuo post

youtiao frenzy. qingyun, kailing, mich, zq and me.

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, October 30, 2006.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 199


i decided that i wanted to blog this entry though i dun really know how to go abt doing it. have a couple of thoughts, plenty of actions and emotions to blog abt. but it might seems so inappropriate to blog it here, considering my position in np and maybe to some ppl ard me.

ms khairani once mentioned abt the dangerous aspect of blogs. for instance, any information about you will be available on your blog, ur routine, the places you hang out. it doesn't take a stranger much or even to know u to observe you on ur blog entries and begin his stalk on you.

tt was random but it nevertheless, it's so true and it's so scary to ponder abt the it actualizing.

anyway, i guess my life will be back on a usual low, after so many moments of highs in their various form. exciting it might seem to be, like a rollar coaster, esp after my papers last sem, but still, it's gonna end sometime and some day. and while i'll adjust back to my lows now, i still linguish the thoughts of them. life's pretty busy anyway these few days, and i welcome the buzz. lest for waking up for 8am lesson almost everyday. tt's so much of a turn-off.

was out with 2hm for dinner last friday. np meeting with lam on sat. recuperation for today. ok, it's a monday now. i mean sunday. it was zq bday today. finally 19. cheers.

and tt mum meeting my classmate issue on fri in town was pretty thought provoking.

and abt the unit updates abt cibtc.

and my final yr project

and abt my personal financial issue for this period. i thought i pretty screwed up my personal finance.

and abt karen's bday next week.


these will keep me busy for the upcomign week i supposed.


and on the thoughts on entering a uni. met a couple of neighbourhood uni friends recently, and had many a little talks with them. he was saying abt how poly students kinda lags out in a gap in uni. abt really choosing ur own path, abt decision making. actually, for a future poly grad like me, wad future beholds for me?

my fren once mentioned abt what a uni education means to us poly grad. for personal glory or for satisfying ur knowledge. while it may seems to sounds good that you are a uni grad, but financially speaking, does it really reap as much benefit? time and finance wise, a poly grad is already leaving a gap. esp for guys. while a uni grad can supposedly earn much more than a poly grad, how long do he need to recoup the "investment" sum for his uni tution fee? 5yrs? 8yrs? and after "recouping", what abt his savings for the future? marriage? kids? time is definitely not on his side.

and do i really want to stay in EEE ? though for nw, i'm gaining back my interest in the EEE field, i really do not wish to regret my choice. i dun even think that i'm suitable for a stable deskbound/lab bound career, facing electronical stuff for the rest of my life. at least for nw.

it's a choice i have to make soon.

and i realise that i'm just nt competitive anymore. the spirit of competition in me have long faded with time. and i'm too complacent in taking the backseat. don't even think that it is supposed to be a good sign anyway. i'm too easily contented by the little things in life. to appreciate simple things at it's best.

i do think i really need to find back this spirit in me. to strive for the best. i know it's within me. it was. i've been stagnant for too long. i don't even wanna go jogging or play bball anymore. i'm too used to relaxed life.

ok, maybe the jogging abd bballing part is due to the haze and companion problem.

i need to start to be active and participative.

anyway, it's getting late. and i ought to observe a healthy lifestyle by slping early. at least the effort for nw.

and tt irritating tagboard is damn irritating. it isn't working like it used to. i think i'm gonna change it soon.


it's a masterpiece of a photo taking by me at HIGH club.


they called this funny thing a graph for satallie reading. damn it. any idea how to pen this down in paper?

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, October 16, 2006.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 198

had some unneccessary random thoughts today. and i thought it might be good to post it up here. and here goes my post on whether the need to overdo things. have been unknowingly coming in contact with actions aplenty for the past few weeks and it actually struck me that doing too much of something ain't tt meaningful anymore.

like apologising repeatively. have it ever occur to us that too much apologies makes ur apology not that meaningful anymore. though how sincere you are. it will just be like any other words. depreciation.

like sending ppl home. for me in the past, i used to think that it is basic courtesy or rather an act of gentleman to send the girls home or at least walk them to their nearest mean of transport home. and i've always try to do this to the best of my ability. but from another person with her pt of view, it will be another perspective. if a guy is obliged to send every girl home, won't the guy's other half be devastated ? tt means sending her home will just be another routine and won't appear to be special anymore.

remembered the story abt the boy who cried wolf. he did it too many a times and when the wolf came, no one ever believe him anymore. just like when u apologise too often, it will nt really appear that u are sincere or even appear to be as remorseful anymore. even if u are.

hw abt always telling someone u love her all the time, will it be as effective as the instance when the word coming out of a man once in a blue moon ?

and hw abt u always lending ppl a helping hand ? won't tt generate the gradual thought to take u for granted and nt appreciate your help ? of course nt all ppl do that. but unfortunately, tt's life for u and me these days.



yea. just a couple of random thoughts to share. a few pts to ponder.

and maybe guohui ain't gonna be a gentleman anymore. if ever he was.

this ain't a grumbling session. just some glibberish garbage. totally random. cheers.


and my caller ID got cut off accidentally. damn it.

and happy harry-being-18 day to harry

and happy stef-being-19 day to stefanie.

=)

guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, October 07, 2006.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 197


school's in for almost 2 weeks nw. things haven really been going at breakneck speed. modules are getting tougher but i actually enjoyed it. and i'm doing some wireless mobile game for my final year project.

but sch starts at 8am every morning and seriously, i dread it. the idea of squeezing in the train with so many ppl. and disgusted by the act of kiasu singaporean. and the low frequency of the train at the peak hr. but life still goes on. and yea. gonna live with it. though the punctuality in me is still not there yet at the moment.

special thanks to jinghan for helping me wash my jacket. though it still very much carries her smell of soap, i appreciate the effort lots. and yea, my whole bag and wardrobe smells very much of it.

had dinner at pepper lunch with zq on fri. and then to RYSC with his mum and relatives.

actually went bball on sunday evening.

went down to the Home Team Academy on monday to give my statement on the sinking Outward Bound Motor. had a long statement takign session with teh dy camp warden. and jeremy and kelvin were kind enough to fetch me back on their bike all the way from chua chu kang.

went gyming and bballing at SP today with the usual clique in sch. my first time since yr 1.

yea. i guess tt's all tt happens to me for the past week. a couple of thoughts. that i feels tt i might want to share. little snippets of my thinking. thru interesting conversation.

yea.

a cousin of garnesh, one of my gd bball bud actually passed away nt too long ago. a day after his 16th bday and i hope it dun affect his Os. his cousin was like only 25 yrs old and he was involved in a bike accident off eunos. His bike collided with a foreign worker suspected of drunk driving at night. the poor chap had only obtained his license for 2 weeks.

well, actually this very much sets me thinking abt life. and how unexpected it can be. and of course, the potential danger of motorbikes. well, on mon, i experienced the feeling of actually travelling in a bike during the peak hrs at the expressway. it was nt a very nice feeling to drift pass the surrounding vehicles at 80kmph with only a helmet. no other form of protection. except ur cloths. nth. and how you are prone to any unexpected accident. yes. the andrenaline pump is there. but well, i guess for me, i dun really appreciate tt. and i definitely do not want the ppl ard me to suffer( if they actually feels tt of course) when something actually happens to me on the rd. i'm nt like condemning the bikers. just tt i do not think i'm ready to take the calculated risk of being a biker.

well. tt was random. and my train of thoughts are kinda disrupted for nw.

maybe i shall continue another day. meanwhile. here are some photos. enjoy. =)



challenge plaque for interarea project com.



TEAM snow white and the 7 dwarfs


another pic of us


triple post of us


the guys at mich bday celebration.


US @ mich bday celebration


my hamburger steak @pepper lunch.


zq's pepper beef rice @ pepper lunch


tt's it for nw. cheers ppl. =)

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, October 05, 2006.