LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 93

woohoo... here comes chp 93 and oh NO!!! denise's pic will not be tt obvious le... sian0.5... grr... sorry denise...

hmm time flies... my 2nd week of term break is coming to an end le... yeap... n i'm just damn bored man... but dun feel like working... haha... so i guess i'll be slacking ard the remaining weeks man...

went down to penisular shopping centre to buy my speak up band but damn it... it was out of stock again... have to wait for next week... den bought a new earpiece on the impulse... kinda regret it man... it looks good but cost me $50 man... but the sound is great.. haiz... regrets...

den went down to beach rd to buy some spare parts for the pressure lamps... bought a mosquito coil holder for the upcoming atc though i predict that i will be out at sea the whole day... haha...

den went back to cchs to begin my PRESSURE lamp restoration man... okie... was kinda shock to see the sec 2 or is it sec 3 having xtra drill... but tt's nt my agenda of the day... went to repair the kuku pressure lamps... managed to get 3 working by 5.30pm.. but 1 lamp's burner socket FELL off while the mantle is burning... WTF... the lamp is really gone case le... and it is rather ancient le man... haha

aniwae, inhaled quite a lot of burnt mantle, soot, CO2 and dust man... i tink tt really shorten my lifespan man... haha... and repairing lamp is a dangerous process...

shld i be caught on fire... i assume this will happen...

1) my coffin will be wrapped with with NPCC flag
2) the papers will have an astonishing headline of : CI perished in line of duty
3) the whole unit, including batches up to guan yong or mine will be attending my wake
4) the no of CI will decrease coz of the impression tt CI-hood is a dangerous voluntarily job
5) cchsm npcc unit will be attending my wake but not able to see my body... coz all cchsm npcc instructors appearins transparent to them...

6) pressure lamp will be banned from npcc syllabus coz it is too dangerous
7) npcc's syllabus will be scrutinised for dangerous section... if any

haha... touchwood of course...

i am still blogging down here u noe...duhx...haha


yeap...btw, today's CHASE is really kinda crap... ellie 's ex is back... so will ellie choose him or Gabriel....




or is it lucky guohui???


haha... lame

oh ya.. being super lame ytd... i keyed in "guohuilist" in yahoo ytd... to my surprised... i found this site>



it tells of marketing of my blog???

wtf???

wooh... so is tt hinting me to collect viewership fund?
or is my blog becoming a marketing device?

beats me... explore tt site and tell me of wad is it saying... i'm all ears..


and oh... btw, guohuilist is a invented word by yours sincerely ...

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, April 28, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 92

yeah... juz finished my private session with linda... haha... on channel 51 mtvSEA... haaha... though i saw her in MTVasia most wanted this afternoon... well... she'll will be the VJ for most wanted for the whole of this week with denise keller... so more can i ask for man.... 2 pretty lady for the whole of MTVasia most wanted for 1 week... so i guess i'll be tuning in to tt for the whole week man...

for all those ignorant ppl who still do NOT know who is denise keller... well, she is the GIRL who is now starring on channel 5's latest reality show " an eye for a eye 2"... yes! tt's her... oh mine, she is damn gorgeous k... m certainly bowled over by her man... ehem... and LINDA...haha...



Full Name:
Denise Lorraine Keller


Hometown:
Singapore

Height:
5 ft 8 in


yeap... this is denise...



okie, here is LINDA liao pei ling... hha...

yeap...

okie... really smitten with linda nowadays... believe me.... ask zr they all.... or take a peek-a-boo at my hp screensaver...muahhahaah

have been faithfully tuning in to MTV nowadays...

okie... been obsessed with HYPER RELAY nowadays... it is something like the buramushi u play in the arcade... the jap game whr u compete with ur fren over some lame miniclip liked game- gunbound style minus the costume... haha... or i guess i am tooo bored le lar... haha... i completed 6 seasons of nba dynasty mode man... get wad i mean man...

hmm... today's bball game is crap man... now they town council changed the damn bloody rim to a higher ht... so tt no SINGAPOREAN can dunk and break the rim again.... but to all of us out there... we have to readjust our shooting man... starting from scratch... tt's cool... but those little kids... haha... poor them man... can shoot endless air ball tt will hit my head...duhx...

played full court today...

and damn... NEW JERSEY nets lost to MIAMI heats... i hope they can get into the next rd in the play off man... sian0.5... if not cannot see jason kidd and vince carter in action again for the season le... and tim duncan can kiss the playoff goodbye le... spurs cannot make it... haha...

alrite... gtg...

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, April 26, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 91


wooh... tt's sunday again.. tt's real fast... din exactly do anything much today... woke up at noon... den laze ard the hse before going for a jog ard my neigbourhood... a lot of unhappy things happened over the week... esp thurs on... really feel kinda down and out... so i juz jogged on and on and on... den went to the playgrd for a rest... pondered over lots of stuff... a lot a lot...

den went to play bball... the rim was replaced le.. though it is rather efficient, the hoop was placed upside down... so there will be this irritating sound of vibration when the ball hit the rim... tt sucks...


went home after tt... den watched the 9pm show on channel u... Tiramisu... it starred nicholas tze and karena lin... or rather lin jia xin... okie... gotta admit that she looks rather good man... somewhr near the type of girls i will be smitten with...haha... though LINDA rawks...

okie, kinda enjoyed the show and it really set me thinking abt lots of things man... for eg... if u were dead, and u have a choice of whether u want to forget everything u have done in ur life or carry on remembering and living in ur present life... hmm... i guess if i were to choose... i will choose nt to 4get abt my life... though my life is nt exactly a bed of rose... i'm really glad that some events actually took place in my life... for eg, being in cchsm npcc... my frens ard me... ppl lyk zq, zr and jasper... and everyone who have bring smiles onto my face... though there are downs in my life that made me wanna erase... like the ugly reality of "results really matters"...

another pt tt set me thinkin is that supposed my loved one is dead and i could forgo my life to join her... i guess at this time of publication, i will irrationally choose to do that... though viewed as silly... if it was vice versa, i will rather want her to live for me... to find a better man... and her to be happy... i m no love saint... i m no valentino... but i guess this is the best i could do...


brrr... mAYbe all the above i type will be crap in yrs to come... well, ppl mindset do change as times goes by... for eg, when we were younger, aren't all girls monsters to guys? haha...

zzz....wadever...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, April 24, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 89

haiz.... i'm here to blog abt chp 89 man... but sad to say... this is not a nice entry that i gonna have down the memory lane... i'm just so disappointed and upset abt today...


started off today with me going down to SP to help out the enrolment exercise for the EEE students... but i 4got to bring my lanyard... so had to jaga the waypoints... tt is sooo damn bo liao loh... the whole system is totally idiot proof... but jason had done it again by being " courteous", insisting on telling every single soul to head to their destinated direction... i juz merely told him that the signs are idiot proof and we only have to guide those real idiots who cannot read and follow signs... all i get in return are the sincerity of me trying to help out... i' m juz so sick and tired of being transparent, taken for granted and totally ignored at the club.... so damn faked up... i noe i was in the wrong by forgetting to bring the lanyard but somehow i was told to juz zuobo for the day... apparently i didn't want to do so and help out with the way points and this happen... so pissed... but luckily there was ren qian to kaobei with me thru the session...

den went back to chung cheng for np activity... saw liyuan... in my opinion, i tink she looks better than before le... chatted with her for quite a while before heading over to the logistic room to repair the pressure lamps with jon but tt wasn't a very successful trip... PT led by the NCOs kills any hope i have for the progress of np man... was commenting to jon on y the scouts sing " trained to be a leader" like boys instead of man... but suddenly the np troupe can over and proved the ironic truth...

den went to kwek's to have a confirm on quite a few issues... and i got my SGD 20 back for the ATF thingy...

den went back to bunk to give out the ssgt retest and sgt retest paper...

initially i was very proud of the NCOs on the certain things

1) they submitted a 117pgs annual camp proposal that looks very detailed... tt goes to show how much effort they have gone thru for this proposal... though the quality is nt known yet.... but the quality far surpassed the previous batch... am sooo proud of them man

2) the sec 3 ncos submitted the confidential report on time... and to boast of a YELLOW file, a self designed cover page with the " confidential" words on, a copy of the squad's attendance... all at their own initiative... plus this is one of the few times when a proposal is handed in on time... well done NCOs...

but the ironic issue happened on after tt... when the issue of the 1st class drill badge was brought up... i commented that they did not learn first class drill badge coz their drill standard were nt up to standard...

all i got in return was retorts and protest... childish protest... words like TMD were heard across the room...


for once, i felt no anger in me... i felt no urge to punish the NCOs for that abusive language they displayed...even worse as they were NCOs... i din feel that i had to punish them for their behaviour...

and i felt was juz utter disappointment... sheer disappointment... very upsetting...

for they were sec 4s to speak of... yet with such actions and mentality... they were ncos to speak of... yet such unmature behaviour...

DID i FAIL as a CI, a ex NCO, a senior? to result in such a situation...

for they were my squad...

i did have the heart to debrief them... i juz walked off...

no one ard could feel how disappointed i was...

y such an attitude... such actions...

they could have asked and requested for the badge test... and lesson

they could have demanded that we take them for drill and prove us wrong

they could have nicely asked..

but


they din... wad we got was abused... unpleasant language... unpleasant words...

wad is this supposed to mean?

IF lam yarn was ard, who knows wad will become of them... but i am guohui.... i was their squad taking nco... i juz din have the heart to do so... i din wan to do so... i couldnt bring myself to do so...


do they even think that i myself do not want them to learn and take the drill badge? do u tink us instructors do not want to do so...

do u even think of our constraints... the armoury issue... it is tt easy to open the armoury nowadays with the new principal? or even during yue era? do u wanna take the test with wooden rifle and announced to the world that u passed the badge test with a wooden rifle... do u have the time to learn and take the test... do us have the time to teach and give the test... yes... we can settle tt... but does the sch allow... do the constraints allow?

there are soo many factors.. nt to mention ur standard... u wan everyone to fail a badge test and get disappointed all over again when u passed out? from statistic last place 30 of them took the test and only 3 pass... so i presume 2 of u all will pass this time rd? 1? or 0? and everyone pass out with a disappointment?

can u step in our shoes as instructors?

nvm if u dun...

but unpleasant words and ugly attitude?



i'm juz so upset and disappointed with all of u...

and 2hm outing tml is gone i presume... couldnt blame anyone... time constraint.. but ....haiz... nvm...


and worse still, i blurly accept an attachment from someone whom i din even look at who and kena msn virus again... the new one....




i din wanna blog this entry... it is juz tooo heart wrenching for me...

but in the end i did...




i could take it no longer....



disappointment....

guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, April 23, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 88

grrr... now me waiting for the arsenal-chelsea match to start and having nth to do, decided to blog in another entry... hha... chp 88 liao leh...


hmm... lets ' start with today's bball match... okie, have been playing bball almost everyday since the start of my holiday... tt's cool... actually i spent more time talking crap and kb-ing with the ppl there man...haha... but the luxury will soon be over le... gotta find a holiday job soon man... thinking of trying out at wild wild west for lifeguard duty...

ok, back to today... had a pretty impressive day today man... played 3vs3 for the whole of today... won at least 7 rds man...straight... including the phillipines workers... okie.. have been training real hard with pin point passing and all... though my wrist still hurts a lot, managed to score some crucial long range shots... yeah.... had a good day man... saw no 12 again...hahaha... i tink desmond noes who i referring to man... maybe coz of her i played soooo well today man... crapz... lame diao...

met up with a fren ytd... went to shop for a bag at queensway, town and bugis before she go home... den went to meet zaylene to collect the performance tix for this sat... waited and chatted with her for almost 20mins before her next appointment came.... den headed home...

yar... and oh man... phillipinos have STRONG elbow man... my elbow now hurts like hell man... damn sian...


oh ya... juz received a gud nite msg from a fren of mine.. nt tt it is something special but it is juz tt we haven been in contact for a looong time... it is gud tt someone still remember who am i man... hha...tt feeling is great... it just feels gud to be acknowledged and recognised man... haha...


and i have 124pgs left to finish dan brown's books man... digital fortress is juz as exciting as the previous 3 books man... however in this book, it speaks of binary and all... something related to my course of studies... so i find it exceptionally interesting man... haha...

the guard watch over the people...
but who will watch over the guards?

muahaha.... hmmm guess gotta head down to the coffeeshop for some midnite snacks before watching the match le...

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, April 21, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 87

haiz.... had kinda of a bad day today man... woke up promptly at 3pm plus... having nth better to do for a sunday, decided to go down to the bball court to train up... but the damnit thing is that the rim of the bball court is broken... again... sian... so my hse the bball court now only have 1 rim man... how the hell am i going to train man...

haven exactly been playing well for this period of time... low morale... low form... ever since i'm on the road to recovery from my wrist injury... haven really been able to shoot profficently man... at this rate i am going, i might as well give up playing bball man... my bball kakis were right abt me man... shoot bird balls... damn... i can do nth except to pass the balls ard... my shootings are now damnit below the par of the the little kids... haiz... so demoraling...

aniwae, went to pasir ris to play bball with a few bball kakis... almost resulted in a fight... our opponents were not interested in playing bball at all... more out to whack my fren...i tink it was thru the exchanges of words tt almost resulted in a fight... yup... the usual hurlings of vulgaries were exchanged... luckily me and my another fren were sensible enuf to keep out cool and pulled our frens off...

den went back to our own bball court to play after tt...


and now back to the topic of my wrist... i dun tink it is getting better by the day... tried to do some push-ups today but found that my wrist will hurts after a few push-ups... tt is terrible man... i used to be able to do at least 200 push-ups per session... but now.... haiz...

gee.. let's hope this isn't permement... i still wanna complete my NS.. i still wanna serve the national man... u might think that guohui is a patriot but though he might nt be tt patriotic, he still wants do something for the country he lives in... for the ppl of his country... for his homeland... hhaha...dun puke...

coz he believes that it is a responsiblity all man muz shoulder...


in any case... i STILL WANT MY WRIST TO RECOVER!!!

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, April 18, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 86


grrrh.... i'm so brain dead now man... had staff sergeant and sergeant for the NCOs ytd... went down at ard 2.30pm to help out with karen for the theory test paper...

and oh by the way, this is my 3rd time as a tester for a staff sergeant test... but the irony is that along the way, the staff sergeants i have passed are not really tt much... we'll see how it goes this time rd... but i can't reveal the results here man... coz it is confidential... hahaha..

aniwae, din help out with much of the commands at the parade square due to my cough... it's like to damn stressed up to give command when there is something blocking ur diaphram...difficult to project out the voice man...

but at the very end of the promotion test, did manage to drill the nco squad for a little while... it has been a long time since i drill them.... the last serious time was like when i was their NCO in charge??? 2 yrs ago? zzz 4got le... oh no... getting more lao jiao in cchsm npcc le... muahhahah...

well, their drill standard is not tt fantastic yet... but shall not comment tt much here... confidential...

hhaha... everything is so confidential...

yup... aniwae, took the MOI session ytd... ( MOI = method of instructions) have to hear 12 repetitive version of the same process... kinda sian0.5 man... yet as a tester, i have to ensure the quality of the grades i give.. so much listen to every word they mention...wah... heavy responsibility leh... harry and karen were with me...

the whole test ends at 7pm plus... almost till 8 le... den headed down to BK at parkway for dinner...

saw my dunman high fren who live near me there man... but now she in vjc le... hha....

proceed with marking the theory paper and tabulating the ssgt results...

all i can say is tt it is brain cell consuming to mark ridiculous answer scripts... of all ppl, the ncos man... sec 4s... wonderful answers... duhx...

migrate the parkway mac when BK is closing... tt appears to be the norm for every evening CCHSM NPCC instructors meeting man...

den today when over to parkway to discuss abt the NCO training course... tt alone took up my whole day le...



okie, it is now holiday for me... and i got a new job for the holiday....


*drum roll*






FULL TIME cadet inspector which pays SGD 2.00 for an activity!!!!


oh boy, i love this job....




*with great powers lies great responsibility



*guohui in his full uniform...

guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, April 16, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 85

haiz... have a pretty slpless nite... so here i am to blog again....

have uploaded quite a lot of pics from my hp to my com today... preetty long process for me...

haven exactly been constructive these few days... juz lazing ard the bball court talking crap with those kakis and keeping late nights... tml going down to unit for staff sergeant retest... so have been doing up my uniform today...

have a non-constructive chat with zhen qiang juz now... dun get me wrong, i juz have no one to talk to at tt moment... haha... crap abt the serial chase and linda... and abt how crap the show is... gabriel ( starring Utt) waited for Ellie ( starring linda) 10yrs for an apologies because she rejected him 10yrs ago... and yet fell in love eventually... we talked abt whether it is possible to wait for a girl 10yrs....

well zhen qiang, i guess i am ur quite siao fren man... i guess u noe wad i mean... except u duno who i am talking abt...

haiz... and all coz of tt conversation, u made me ponder whether the wait is really tt worth it man... surely i dun wanna wait for 10 more yrs to get rejected all over again... well in the first place, i wasn't even rejected... i haven even ventured out to be rejected.... wad crap...

though yar, u said tt i am in a position to reject someone, tt's coz there is simply no chemistry... no feeling... coz... nvm...

yar, to other ppls who dun understand wad i m saying, it's okie...

really...

it is the script of an award winning serial in yrs to come...

meanwhile,



catch linda liao pei ling every thursday night 8.30pm on channel 5...


it's beautiful....

duhx....


(PS> may zhen qiang never read this entry... haha)

guohuilist turned back time on Friday, April 15, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 84

alrite alrite, i am offically on holiday as of 8.10pm last nite man... so i can kiss yr 1 gudbye le... haaha... so comes 30th may, i'm offically a yr 2 student man...

but somehow i dunno wad to to during the holidays man... i mean i cannot simply play bball for the whole of the month rite... plus i haven actually recover from my wrist injury to play tt intensively... today was a crap day for me...

aniwae, i shall comment on the variety show i watched juz now... the love bites staring every tuesday 9.15pm man... okie, the guy is kinda average looking, but i gotta admit tt his taste sucks man... coz at the end of the show rite, he is supposed to choose one of the 3 ladies the host picked out from the crowd to be the one he wants to get to noe more le... but his taste is really KNS man... he actually picked the one which i tink looks the least good looking of the lot... and OMG, he actually forfeit contestant number one ( the first girl the guy rejected if u have watch the show)!!! i mean fiona is most probably the most good looking lady of the lot and most probably of the whole shopping mall manz... though she only stands at 158 if i dun remember wrongly... hah

aniwae, my pt is tt the man got no taste... but if i were him, i would have choosen fiona... muahhaaha

i noe i am a lame ass... but who cares...

this is my blog, my ground and guohui rules...
haha

oh ya, anyone have any good mmorpg recommendation for me????

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, April 12, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 83

sunday morning and rain is nt falling... haha... retaliating maroon 5's sunday morning... coz it is now midnite le... lame... okie, as of now, i officially declared that i screwed and will flop my PEEE sem test man... haiz... at first i tot that the paper is quite easy as i was helping myself to the MCQs... the section Bs then made me a no brainer... but wadever it is, wad is over is over...

now i am left with Digital Electronic tml and it will be a long break for me... finally...

went down to cchsm npcc on friday after my paper... made it just in time to hear abt the new cca ranking which mr kwek proudly announced that NPCC is one of the few cca which one can get A1 other than choir and CO... den he showed other confidential gauges of other cca like scouts... orrrhhh... shhh... haha... tt is sure evil of him...muahaah.... den announced the camp coord for the annual camp 05.. shan rui and li ying, much to the surprised of the NCOs... had dinner at singpost with jon and karen... karen is LAME... talked abt shuai ges with her man.. oh... she is SURE lame... haha...

woke up at 2pm on sat and studied for my Digital Electronic paper... den played bball at ard 6pm plus... had quite a gud game but too bad it ends too fast coz there are hardly anyone there...den went home and went online to chat.... oh man, it is sure sian0.5 to be at home on a sat... but that is my first after so many sat... thank gosh...

did the same routine today... and my mum's nagging is getting on my nerves man... i sure DO NOT WANT to study at home again anymore... but i controlled myself and did not throw my 968pgs of digital electronic textbook at her... that will sure result in a casualty which i may have to perform first aid on...

if she survived tt hit, it could have been worse...

1) she will most probably curse and swear at me
2) she will break down and cry
3) she will get a weapon and kill me
4) she will grab my hp and throw at me
5) she will NOT cook my dinner for months or maybe forever
6) she will not give me my pocket money
7) she will disown me

pt 2 will nt be possible... but i juz list out aniwae...

studyin at home with a naggy mum is sure a torture man... went out to play bball at 5pm today... had enuf of studies.. din exactly have a great day at the court... nope, it was nt the duman high girl who strolled past that distract me...

nor is the 2 cute talkative pri sch girl who called me a TALL freak.. ( which is damn ironic)

but i din exactly have a great day...

and btw, i realise that i still have not recovered from my wrist fracture... it still hurts.... and by now, my left hand shots are getting better than my dominating right hand... damn...

and i met weilong today... he sure look man enuf after graduation from OCS man...

oh ya, did i 4got to mention abt my enthusisatic camp coord shan rui??? he had been calling me at least 3 times since ytd man... asking me all sort of details for the camp... i'm glad he tinks it tt way... jia you manz, shan rui, dun let me down...

yar yar... tink tt is all for the entry... gtg slp and prepare for tml' paper at 6pm le....

if it never starts, it will never end... so i guess it will remain this way, isn't it? guohui....

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, April 10, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 82


hey o hey o... here goes chp 82...

sigh sigh sigh... have been down with fever, cough, headache and flu for the past week... the toll started in fact on the sat morning in fact... though it subsided later in the day, it came back in full force for the whole for the week sunday on... damn... and oh boy, i do feel like dying... imagine trying to focus on ur revisions while coping with a combo? it is a torture man...

had engineering maths on tue... the paper is do-able... but i guess i MIGHT screwed up coz i spent half the time trying to start focus and not go sneezing at the tissue paper... and T1A48 is a terrible place to locate... grrhh...

and i guess i will screwed up tml PEEE paper as well coz i make no sense of my revision for PEEE... besides the damn sickness, i guess tt is my retribution for not paying attention for this module for the past semester with a BRILLIANT lecturer.... well, let see how it goes tml... hopefully i get well enuf to get by the paper tml... haiz... exam blues...

oh ya, did i mention that it takes a longer time for my blog to load now? is it becoz i changed my song to TRUE by Ryan Carberra... but dear readers, pls do kindly wait for it to finish ya... coz after a long wait, u are welcomed by an entertaining chp of guohui's life ya... haha... and besides, it teaches patience hur... haha..

ok, i guess i have to get back to my books le... adios o

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, April 07, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 81

it is a sunday today and i am down with flu again... slp till 5.50pm today and missed a day of revision... i guess i do need the time to rest...yeap.. for both the heart and the mind...

spent ytd studying at tampines library in the afternoon after deciding not to go for the atc meeting at TKSS coz was having flu and headache... after a gud rest and medicine, decided to go out to study at ard 3 plus... hmm... den met up with zr, jasper and zq at marine parade for a bball game... had a bad day at the court as we met some fucked up CHINA men who are more interested to show off ridiculous And1 moves... tt really kills my interest man... nope, i do not have any prejudices against china men but the few really pissed me off... they are nt really skilled to begin with...

aniwae, met ziyan and michelle for dinner at MOS burger and all... yeap... zq meddled with my phone and the unthinkable happened man... haha... aniwae, let begones be begones and i shall nt mention wad happen... duhx

den went over to play dota but was full le... so went to play pool for a moment... after tt went to play dota and headed home...

din exactly end a gud day ytd... received a call from jon with regards to the ATC thingy... den today received many mails with issues pertaining to tt... and harry's commitment was questioned... but no matter wad, i DO believe in harry's commitment to the unit... aniwae, i am appointed the PC for chung cheng's speech day parade... but i dun think i want to take up the opportunity... beside, i had my fair share at the national day observance ceremony.. dun be mistaken, i am honoured to be invited to be the parade commander, but i tink harry deserve a better chance than me... jon and harry, i believe are more drill competent that i am and also able to fork out the time than me as i do not know my time table yet... will speak to mr kwek abt it and hopefully jon can resume the position again if not harry...

gosh, i do not know y i blog like a newspaper report today man... seems kinda mono tone... but i guess i am emotionally disturbed by recent matters... duno y...

oh ya, watched " turn right, turn left" by gigi leung and takaeshi juz now... it was a show tt i din watched coz i tink it is kinda lame at tt pt of time... but i'm glad i did watch juz now... had some kinda mixed feeling after tt... the show is some how meaningful.. and oh boy, i certainly DO not wanna missed my HER in my life man... but somehow, i just felt that i am juz like tt guy who had waited for her for 13yrs... except tt mine is NOT 13 yrs yet... and i dun wish to see it tt way... N i am not muscially incline like HIM... haha...

haiz, when will the wall be taken down like that in the movie man...

oh boy, i am really sick today... tt explains my entry... i tink it is time for me to rest...

7 days to my holiday...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, April 03, 2005.