LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 58


here i m again.... blogging... duh...

kinda turned lazy again... haven been bloggin... but here i m atoning for the very sin... haha... hmm... time flies... xmas is just over the corner le...i mean over le...haha... went for countdown with the supposedly 2hm ppl... but in the end only lyk me, zong rong and zhen qiang turned up... sian 0.5... isn't this the usual clique tt i met every fri... nt the ppl i seldom meet and expect to meet... haiz... nvm... at least we have an enjoyable time...

met zhen qiang at 6pm on the train at aljunied... on the train... met this unlikely couple... the girl was alrite... kinda cute and young looking.. looking ard sec 2 or 3 ba... but the guy beside him... dunno is bf or brother la... looks...kinda childish k... like some pri 6 kids... unintentional messy hair...some shirt tt u will find on a pri sch kids... shoes with high socks... and was playing some stupid ringtone on his phone... nvm... shall nt elaborate...haha... wad it gotta do with me... lame


catched stephen chow's kungfu hustle with them... almost choke on my taco bell's... quite a hilarious movie... den went ard taking photo with my phone... coz i 4got to bring my cam along... bought a red santa claus hat lighting... selling lyk 3 for $10.. so we bought one each... walked ard orchard taking photos... haha.. den all of a sudden, i kena sprayed by a bunch of sch girls... duno is they know me de or not.. coz one of them look damn familiar... but nvm... i was sprayed with the white foam.. all wet sia... den we bought 1 can each coz we really lyk defenseless against those peeps le... but we lost the instant cam tt we bought!!! arrhhh... sian man... had a hell great deal of a time being sprayed by ppl and spraying on them... remembered this girl wearing black spagetti spray de... met her twice on the road... twice oso spray the thing at me... twice after spraying use her hand to wipe the foam on my face... but second time, i did the same to her...haha... so damn fun sia... it is like having fun with a total stranger... yeaH!! it feels gud to spread the joy of a celebration...

den met this bunch of tjc/vjc girl... had a heated spraying with them on whether vjc rockz...haha... they looks kinda gud looking la... haha... then we were lyk screaming on who rocks..haha... n one of the girl is so daring that she took my shirt to wipe her face off the foam... nth amazing... except tt I WAS WEARING TT SHIRT!!! in a moment, i tot she waS going to take off my shirt k...haha....lame... den we went back again to disturb them...

saw kelly, wilson and a lot more frens in town...

after the whole spraying thing, we walk to somewhr near PS to have a sit...den crap a little, call some frens to send my well wishings and to reply some xmas msg...den walk over to esplanade to spend the nite... had supper at the fulleraton club under the bridge at esplanade. talked a little before going to the merlion's to rest for the nite... we talk abt things lyk end of the whole thingy before zong rong fell aslp... had a solemn talk with zhen qiang... told him somethings tt i neva imagine i will tell anyone... but at tt pt of time... jus feeling lyk pouring it all out... but at least i feel better rather than keeping it within me all the time... after tt went to catch the first train at cityhall mrt station..

met this couple who was fighting... the guy actually pushed the lady down and walk away.. so ungentemanly... felt lyk telling the man off... but again, who m i to interfere... but really bu shuang tt guy... no matter what happen, NEVER hurt your love ones...

den on this train... saw this uncle with an earthworm on his shirt.. being kind hearted, i actually tell him tt but he just flinch the worm onto our direction.... so much for being kind man... sometime i just wonder whether everything i do is worth it or nt...

slpt till 3pm and den till 9pm on xmas day... too tired le...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, December 26, 2004.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 57

ok dear dear readers... finally back to blogging again... ok... last week was a pretty busy week... took staff sergeant promotion test last week and all made the week a really busy week... but luckily i had the expense of the weekend to catch up my sleeps... though i PS zong rong they all on a sat bball game... coz simply too tired le... slpt till 4.30pm...haha...16hrs++ of sleep... hmm... anyway... main pt of today's blog is nt tt...


here comes the main point...



do u all actually have the zhui mo sheng de shu si ren... roughly translated as the fren tt u dun actually know...


the loaded statement comes from this particular guy... assuming that he is a all-too-famous-person who know everyone... he came up to me and started this conversation.

guy: " yoz brudder, wad's up... how's life ya? wooohoo... u look cool... how's ur npcc thing going abt?"

me: " the ceiling's up... if not the sky... feel free to look up... my life is gr-8... i'm still alive..." i den gave him a fake smile...


not knowing wad is sarcasm, this guy can went on to chat with me for 10mins... till we reach my destination... so pissed k... being a nice guy, i dun ask him to back off... maybe he is being frenly... but too frenly for my liking... i just dun like his one-who-know-everyone attitude... actually being frenly is nt my pt abt nt liking him...i am a frenly person... but he proclaim to know everyone...tt is so damn... nt my kind of person anyway...

point no 2:

was at this organisation whr the relationship of the peeps were like so hi-and-bye... starting stupid trend of slang... tt i find childish... or rather nt matured for my liking... again, ppl who self-proclaim to know everyone... but actually nt... hate peep who assume they know me more than i noe myself... duh... nvm... shall nt bother with this...


was at this briefing at an organisation... they were organising this intra-school( or faculty if u wanna name it another way... we call faculty by schools in SP) competition and i volunteer to help out... no cca pt mind you.. but being a kind soul, i did... their briefing is like so not professionally done... with peeps adding unneccesary comments here and dere... and their own jokes or trends here and dere... find it nt really professionally done... and the IC never actually control the situation... nt forgetting the poor explanation... nt tt i wanna praise my sec 3 ncos... but i tink they can easily do a better job... or maybe i expect too much for them... but they are 17yrs old+++ mind u.... but nvm... maybe it's me...


which brings me to another pt...



i have this tendancy to shoot or question the organising committee abt the competition... abt the feasibility, contingency plan, clear explanation etc... expecting them to know every thing and answer to every question posed... much to their displeasure as well as others who think tt wad i point out is crap... time wasting... but experience as a CI tells me tt these are the things tt will be missed out during the real thing...

have this CI thing really blend into my life??? as in the lurve to question the organising committee abt the event they are in charge of, so as to make sure everything run smoothly??? dunno abt tt... but i'm sure others are quite frustrated with me for this syndrome... at least the organisers... but at least i make it a pt to apologise to them after the briefing.. just in case i sound rude...


somehow i felt tt some trends in being a CI had blend into my life.... may it be gud or bad...

had to admit but lam yarn's sense of professionalism somethings had influenced me into being professional

when i submit a monthly report for my job scope in my SPINNOVEX committee.

getting ppl nt to digress ( though we definitely do for our np meetings.) when having a discussion...

recently being n2 to have initiative to take up leadership roles in organising my class (once) / river raft comp members to stay focus when deciding something...

remembering to stay focus on the things tt i do...

maybe npcc leadership course had some positive effects on me... so far...

life as a ci benefits me into being confident in what i do...


*disclaimer: above pts are of guohui's pt of view... please object if u wan to...


gosh... this is a long entry...

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, December 21, 2004.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 56

just realised that me have been blogging real often... as of now...hmm... first day of sch started today... kinda slackingly hectic.... sounds contradicting huh? nvm... had my first general elective module class together. financial managment for engineers. though i din really wanna get into this module ( i had no more choice to choose le ma...sian), i found it kinda intriguing. starting to feel interested le... coz of the subject... nt the peeps k... aroused my mind of the business world, the reality workin business world... kinda regretted not taking business... but the accounting section got me real confused sia... gotta buck up on tt... found out tt weiquan and chen yong same class as me... 3 lamers in a class means talking cock for the 2 hr... rachael from 1b27 was in my module class as well... haha.. den saw this girl... look quite gud la... but....STUDIES is impt k... dun wanna mess up this class... [:: FOCUS ::]...haha... lame diao... den went for maths straight after the module.... change lecturer le... maybe coz cannot stand my class... no one is listening to her anyway... same goes for this new lecturer.... who cares abt maths as maths seems easy enuf to pass for all of us... haha.. lame diao... but muz study now le... muz listen le... coz now she's teaching topics i have never learned b4... straight till 1pm k... 8am to 1pm of listen w/o break is sian0.5... den had a 2hr break... went to library to take a nap and find ppl online to chat... den go for PEEE lab... sian man... did the transformer experiment with the oscilloscope etc... gettin to feel pissed for this sub... always dun seem to get it right de... n i got NO A for this sub... sian....

met up with ttk, zr and jasper for bball at marine parade... zq was even later than me k... den gotta pia home coz my mum insisted so... she hang up the phone on me k... den at home i took the easy way out by NOT rebuttin her at all... she seems even more pissed le... but at least it din drag on... den got one time i cannot take it le.. say something real attitude when i wanna use the com... i duno y i go crazy k... she say i tok nonsense... so i actually slapped myself...( i mean real tight slap).. duno lar... just go crazy le... duno y i so pissed off with my mum over these few weeks... almost every converstion leads to a nagging session... sian...

recently... was kinda real busy... muz learn to say no le... or else keep getting tasks to do when i am already busy enuf... dun wish to c myself telling a lie to say no... even if it is a white lie... but how sia... i cannot even handle my work workload le... how to keep on helping ppl... arrh!!!! somemore i muz learn how to properly manage my time well... OR i dun practise wad i preach to my juniors... i gotta admit i have poor time management now... maybe kena influenced by zhen qiang... but tt is no excuse... muz learn how do first things first....

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, December 14, 2004.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 55

hmm... me is back to blogging le... sch starts 8hs later... sian leh.. this holiday is so damn short... i haven really got a breather... esp after so many camps and activities... n now sch is starting le... kinda feel sian... n my new time schedule for morning classes is from 8am to 1pm.. no break... den 3pm to 5pm... sian man... total monday blues...

ton at zhen qiang hse over last thurs... on thurs... me went to collect my founded lost ez-link card at tanjong pagar... den went to simlim to buy monitor with jasper and zong rong... took at cab to zong rong hse before heading to jurong east swimming pool after meeting zhen qiang... the sliding at the swimming pool was fun.. the wave pool too... had a secret telling session which jasper tio 5 / 6 times in a row... den no fun le... haha... saw a lot of chio girls and potential chio girls...haha... den went to parkway to chiong warcraft DOTA.... had lunch after 2hrs before going back to play again till 0045.. took a cab to zhen qiang hse after tt... tt taxi uncle is damn funny loh... he actually wind down his window when we pass by geylang area to ask if a girl was free and avail... at zhen qiang hse, play dai di till 4 plus den go hawker centre for fishball noodle.. den play dai di again till morning... the record is me and zhen qiang winning 4 winning streak each... den zong rong went to slp... jasper and zhen qiang play winning eleven till 7am... jasper went to wake up zong rong... it is damn funny loh... jasper's nagging and zong rong zao xia is damn funny... maybe i'll upload the video next time... haha... den we all fell aslp till 10plus... went for lunch before playing bball... den go home le...

went home on fri and slpt for 1 hr before my mum woke me up to go east coast food centre to have dinner... eat my fave. beef noodle dere and ordered lots of things... went home at 12 plus...

den on sat, woke up at 7am plus to go cchsm for a meeting... den after tt went TM with jon, harry and hong kai to play arcade...

todae me practically slpt the whole day before going for a haircut... my first hair cut at a barber after soooo many months sia.. coz no time go saloon loh... tue promotion test le... cannot have long hair since i am a tester... muz set gud example k...

haha... n now it is 0014... closer to lesson time le... sian... me go print my timetable and prepare wad clothes to wear tml le...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, December 12, 2004.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 54

yes. i noe it hasn't been 24 hrs since i last blog... but since i so damn bo liao... might as well come up with another entry. it is a cold windy night todae... n i ain't got any one to cuddle to... hhaa... tt is beside the point... me actually clean up a small portion of my room todae... it was a major project though. my study table, infested with books, np notes... lecture notes etc...


which brings me to realise one point.


* i hate to be dirty.*


which brings to realise another pt...

does too much NP involvment make me another person outside NP?

i noe i can be very dirty during np times...( n i literally mean dirty... not dirty in the mind. ) during camps... i can get myself all muddy and dirty and sweaty. i can endure not bathing for a 3 days 2 night camp, wearin the same underwear to a camp and breaking camp with the same underwear. i can dun mind the dirt when doing sai kang in the np room... with all the dust.. and dirt... i can even dun mind being in flour and water, or rolling in a mudpool... BUT i can't stand being dirty at home... or when i go out shopping. or even dirty my clothes... i would scream... yes scream, shout wad ever u call it... when i come in contact with anything dirty now.... after np times...

and another point... since i was in np, i was ever so eager to volunteer myself for everything. but now, in class, i was among the least few to volunteer for something... will always have this mentality tt i'll let others have the chance... since i always done tt for the past few yrs...so i become a slacker dude... call it others before self or just plain lazy, i have this type of mentality now... kinda bad habit k... duno y i evolve to have such mentality...


spend the evening pondering my past few months... been realising i have become more and more lazy... it is nt tt i m hardworking in the past... but now... i am a plain slacker... the way i notice my room todae... it is so damn messy... though it gives me the cozy feel, somehow this is nt wad i want it to be initially... was's with me...

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, December 06, 2004.