Life of guohui ...chp 349

Goodness gracious me, I do not know what is happening to me. Suddenly lost of appetite, constant nauseous feel, severe insomnia. Yes! severe insomnia for a sleep indulging person like me is totally unbearable. I can't imagine me sleeping at 5am only to wake up at 8am a totally freshed up person. And worse off when I go lights off at 1am. horrible.

And the closure of the eyelid just leads to more random thoughts running through my mind.

Exam's coming. I can't seem to focus. The assignment deadline is driving me crazy. The work deadline is driving me crazy.

And to everyone around me, I looked fine and definitely sound fine when deep in me, I know I'm not.

This is insane. Madness. Absurb. Am I going through some kind of depression?

But nope, I'm not downbeat nor upset. I still laugh at the slighest joke, greet passerby with a smile on my face.

But figuratively, something just don't seem right.

irritated.

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, March 18, 2010.

Life of guohui ...chp 348

I apologised for the unannounced hiatus. Too much ongoing affairs and too little time to tackle them all. Or simply it boils down to priorities and a tinge of laziness.

But nevertheless, CNY was fun as usual, now that there are so many drivers within our rank. And for the first time, the 12 YEEs ventured out for some night activities.



And more random pictures that will be up soon.

And guohui found out that flower delivery on Valentine's Day is exorbitant.

But I guess she made it all worth it.

I think we've spending lots of time and wonderful memories together, and I did lots of things I never imagine for someone. Should we not end up together afterall, I guess she taught me how to love with my actions and show my affections for someone dear. And all that memories that remains.

Even though I dont like the sound of it. But still, xiaojing, shall we, let's remember the best of each other.

Meanwhile, let's filled OUR book with fond memories ok?

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, March 10, 2010.