Life of guohui ...chp 281

pardon the long hiatus again, but my laziness and ineffective time management has not allow me to blog again since the last entry.

POBC is coming to an end, with every test completed. and there are speculations about the conspiracy and the postings which i refuse to believe in.

been back for the annual camp last week. the feeling is great. it's wonderful seeing everyone again. it's great being back at the unit again.

but the atmosphere in the instructors' bunk changed. the togetherness seems to be fading. so does the teamwork spirit and the way we do things. it feels like it changed.

and it has been helpful speaking to teckleong and mr lee with regards to their experience to my future. and i'm sorry that i'm nt even trying to get into the inspector course. and i'm really glad that after working with me for the past 3.5yrs, they recognised the leader in me. and sorry jon, that i won't be inviting you to my OCS pop as we want it to be. CI - OCS - Armour. i broke the trend.

sometimes, i really wish that i will be a CI for cchsm npcc forever. esp when it's nt heading the direction i wanted it to be. but i won't. and reality do not allow me to.

and i'm back to cchs for the bazaar today. to the old trail of a cchs student is great. and it's good to feel young once again.

and then to sameer's bday bbq. it's good to see my old friend again. and then again, to know new girl friends. hahahahaha. the delta peeps knows what this means.

and i'm off to bed a tired man. it's rest day tml for me.

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, April 13, 2008.