LiFe oF gUohU...cHp 68

hey, this is guohui here again... this time round blogging with one hand.... coz i fratured my hand while playing basketball a few hrs ago... gotta admit tt it was a fantastic block... a good attempt... but somehow i fell on my hands and yeah... fractured my right hand... great... den went to the chinese sinseh to tui na my hand... now itz covered with bandage.... and it cost me $25 k... plus being handicapped for 4 days... plus cannot play bball for at least 2 weeks....


juz coz of trying to be a hero to block a guy who towers over me by 20cm...


great...


juz when i was abt to start playing bball after 6 weeks...


now i'm relieve of right-handed activity for 1 week...


cool...


yar....

am pretty depressed now....

ok... shall stop here... itz kinda diff to blog with 1 hand...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, February 27, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 67

hi everybody, this is guohui live from singapore news coverage, presenting to ya his life...muahaha...

ok ok, juz a quick recap of wad happened to me over da past erm days... went to help out for the chingay 2005 as crowd controller... haha... met quite a number of npcc frens dere.... from all cliches and groups, from one way or another... believe me, i'm nt so much of a active person at hq but i do realise i do noe a number of npcc mates... excluding all da fellow deltarians...

ok ok... for both friday and sat, went down to do my duty in da hot pink chingay helpers' shirt PLUS a bright green security vest!!! how outstanding can tt be man... aniwae, basically my jobscope is nt make sure tt no one crossed tt boundary line to charge and disrupt the parade... tt is no easy feat trying to outtalk some stubborn old man old lady, young petty man, young pretty ladies... but somehow i managed to for the 2 days and i'm rather proud of myself...muahah..

had some interesting tales to share k... on fri, there was these bunch of SRJC yr 1s being the motivators... yeap... they were cute... but noisy man... asking me these and tt... muahah... lame loh.. but tt was fun... enjoyed a first glimpse and exclusive view of the parade at the closest range possible... tt is on the road... aniwae, was kinda diaoz tt ppl actually got tix to SIT on the pavement of the road to watch the parade; with the motivators and ME in front of them man.. tt is getting a tix to watch my face loh... hahaaha

day 2, sat, was fun... suddenly my sector(4b) had so many more crowd controllers... yeap... and there are crazy ppl lyk me shouting " excuse me, security" as we march down to centrepoint for our duties... and there was this girl; ling wei... she actually came up to me and say tt i look familiar k... well, actually i do, she met me at this national camp when i was the lifesaver... and happen so tt she was one of the few campers tt i actually have a chat with on one of da nites k... coz as a lifeguard for the camp, i actually dun really have much interaction time with the campers... lest nite time they cannot slp den came down, glad to find someone to talk to... yeap... aniwae, i recognised her and ya la, talk to her la... haha... aniwae, she happened to be at the area beside mine, so we do actually have occassional chats( coz her partner was lyk so damn quiet and look so anti-social). so i ended up chatting with my partner, a female ntu undergrad by the name of mei something de...forgot le...haha...and ling wei la... aniwae, watch the parade for the second time, at a even closer range... but the crowd on sat was more rowdy la... but thanks goodness nth serious happened la... after tt parade, the peeps at my area ( in front of specialist shopping centre) took photo and sit and lie on the middle of the road... it is nt everyday tt u can do tt man... haha...

den went to sector one to crowd control the street party area la... had a couple of pics taken with the deltarians... fooled ard and sang here and dere...den went up to chat with this ling wei... she seemed so antisocial, coz she was lyk the youngest and only few 16yrs old ard... den started to chat/ argue abt who is cuter, angeline or another girl tt she commented was cuter... haha...

and btw, she's just those kind of charismatic girl looks so composed and confident when she talks, always giving a sweet smile, kinda cute person demured yet gud to chat up to de... haha...

aniwae, after everything, met guojin, my cibtc squad CII and da beloved deltarian actually fall in and took photo with him k... den went to mac to laze ard before going home...

though the parade was a success, there were flaws k....

1)fillet o fish burger with no tartar sauce
2)worse still, some had no cheese
3)lousy make shift washroom with no exits...
4)and lots...


lala la la

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, February 20, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 66

i meant to blog... but i duno wad to blog...


had 3 papers this week for mst... and i din even managed to study for any for all 3 papers... tink i'll scrap thru or even fail all 3 papers this time round... sian...

spent a rather meaningless v. day this yr... had PEEE paper in the morning... den went back home to change and met pris. quiting and shawn to pay salim a visit... coz CNY ma... and btw, her mum gave a SGD 88 angbao dude... kinda much for a fren's visit... after tt went for dinner... den rushed to meet a fren at nite for coffee at tampines... den chat for quite a long while before going home together... though i did received some vdae present from frens of both sexes, felt kinda blue coz din managed to spend the day with tt special someone... call me a coward, call me a fool, call me gutless, nevertheless, still couldn't bring myself to bring it up.

y did i even gave excuses like nt being able to commit? or no time to commit? aren't they simply excuses? or m i juz simply fear rejection... at least then i noe tt i've tried... but i dun even dare to... living in delusion is a sin; i'm a sinful person...


it takes courage to show; it takes courage to tell...

i juz lack tt courage...

all along i tot tt i was brave and courages...

but all along i was the biggest coward...

so wad if i'm trained to the leader of tml
so wad if i'm trained to be brave to venture out tml

i've failed in being courageous today...

all talks and no action is who i m

damn...

pls let me find my courage and find my strength...

for those readers who do not know wad is going on... treat this as the next script for a wonderful movie... disregard the content... i noe i'm messin up my entry... but this is my platform to express myself... so SHUDDAP....

i noe tt we are all so nt used to seeing guohui being so poetic ( if u called tt so )or even guohui appearing to be so vexed with his personnal side... but he is only human...

gee, i'm rude today... let me be

let me be...

guohui is feeling so blue and vexed... he dunno why and he duno how...

haiz....

guohuilist turned back time on Friday, February 18, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 65

hi o hi o... itz officially da 5th day of chinese new yr le... n i'm finally back in sg!!! wanna wish everyone i know a really really happy chinese new yr!!!

apologies to those who are nt able to contact me or nt able to receive my well wishes for the new yr... blame singtel!!! muaahhhahah... yeap... sorry for being disappointing u guys...

apologies to those wanting to come to my hse but i was nt even at home to host u guyz...

aniwae, i was off to kuantan, malaysia to celebrate the festive occasion with my paternal relatives... tt's when i could really meet those distant relatives all over the world man... lyk sg, KL,etc.... really kinda glad to meet them...

ok ok, i shall nt blog abt how cute, pretty my cousins have grown. i would have really jio and pursue them if they were nt my cousin.

i shall nt blog how much my little cousin of pri 1 cousin han xiong had grown... ok... maybe on how he can now entertain me with his singing, his kind gesture of offering me his candies, his cute way of insisting me eating the CNY cookies first... but i guess he is still too young to insist tt i acc him for his afternoon nap, or acc him to eat his meals etc... he's really kinda cute...

maybe i shall blog on how much my xiao mei mei jie wei had grown... the cute little lass had finally know how to doll herself up le... n know how to bully me le... muahaha.... jie fang and jie ying are cuter and prettier than before... dress sense is definitely more lady like le... muahahha

by the way, i have lots of cousins... i mean direct cousins from my paternal side... children of my dad's siblings... coz i have other cousins as well, like children of my dad's cousins... i have lots of relative tt i never know of... haha...

ok... this CNY is one new yr tt i actually spent 4 days in a suburban town... of kuantan.. and we actually went back to a rural village whr my dad used to live when he was really young.. way back when he was before 10... way back when my grandpa was actually the village clan head of the canto clan... i'm sure many singaporean know lim ming, the place whr the world second largest underground tin mine is... the place whr many singaporean will come to hike... yeap, tt's the place... it is really tt kinda rural place... i can't imagine tt's when my dad used to live till he moved to the city of kuantan and then to singapore as an engineer!

but be amazed by the presense of PS 2 or even xbox... or p4 com... actually now only the old ppl live there... hardly any younger generation... but be amazed by the number of cars there man... and the phone these peeps carry... n i mean HANDPHONE!!! nt carrying water bottles ard...

aniwae, was there to celebrate my great grandma or rather my dad's grandma bdae... she is 93 mind u...haha...almost close to a century le.. met a lot of unknown relative who claim to know me, called me by name... BUT i dunno them...

shall nt blog abt the usual questions like whr is my wife, when m i gonna get married, how many children i have le... duhz... i dun even have a girlfren...haha

shall nt blog abt the usual remarks on how much i've grown and change since i was 3 or 4 yrs old... duhz... obvious...

shall nt blog abt how many unknown relative i actually have... i mean think, i actually met my great grandma, my dad's cousin, my grandma's cousin... how big a family tree i have?

btw, i have 12 cousins with the same surname as me, excluding my 2 brothers and i.. and there are only from my dad's siblings... or rather it takes 5 fully packed cars to travel from kuantan to the village... or 3 fully packed tables to house us for reunion dinner...

my family is big huh? no wonder we hardly meet up in sg for dinner or CNY... whr in sg can u find such a place to house everyone? haha

i shall nt blog on how many cans of beer i was offered and drank for the CNY... i was offered beer instead of soft drink for CNY....

shall nt blog on how many unknown relative i've visited... and the many many hong bao of many currencies i've received.

shall nt blog abt how embarrassed i am to be drove by a female cousin of 1yr older than me at a speed of 120kph. i'm determined to learn how to drive fast man.

shall nt blog on how my uncle drove us ard kuantan to try food from nasi goreng to nasi dadang to nasi lemak..

shall nt blog on how my MCP uncle actually dotes and much he actually listens to his daughters.

shall nt blog on h0w the wonderful CNY i have...

in any case, happy CNY to all...

n how back to my studies for my PEEE test tml... damn....

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, February 13, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 64

i'm finally back at home... and back blogging... phew... had a really really busy week... in fact, i had stayed in SP for one whole week to prepare for the SP openhouse; SPinnovex 2005... man... tt was sure tiring for me...went over to stay on monday... on mon, went to bras brasah after engineering maths and financial management... met cindy at 1pm at bugis den walked there... ordered a 4m by 1.8 PVC as well as some preprinted vinyl wordings tt added up to $120!!! goosh...tt's surely one of the most expensive banner i've ever done so far... den went to art friend to shop for decorative thingys for the banner before heading back to bugis to have some little snack... went back to SP after tt... at nite, had to cut the banner wordings and mugged together with my yr 1 peeps who are staying over... gotta thanks the yr 3 peeps lyk junrong, royston, kel, huixian for helping me out to cut the wordings till 0530am...

tues, couldn't woke up for my DE lesson, so i pon DE and slept till 11 before i go for my CADD lesson at 1... went in coolly with sandals, biscuits, green tea... after tt i changed into my longs and went to bras brasah to collect my wordings and PVC... went to shop for clothes with weicong and lunched at delifrances... den went back to SP by cab... nite time, did the pasting of the wordings and sticking of the neccessary designs thingy... thank you qijian, ren qian and guohan for helping me to paste the wordings... muz have the guts rite... hahaaha..den oso to shiya, qing yan, huixian and co to help me create the 3d SPinnovex wordings... finished work at 2am... had supper and went to slp before waking up at 3plus and walked to a coffeeshop to watch the man utd and arsenal match before walking back to SP...

wed, went to shop for material for my banner's frame with kok kheong in SP... kio a lot of spars and carried to our grounds at FC 525... spend the day making the frame... special thanks to ernest and zhimao for helping me out...finished work at 12 plus and went to hang up the banner at T14 as well as to set up the receptionist table... saw this guard dog with the same ht as me... tt is lyk soooo wooh.... haha...

thurs was the start of the SPinnovex... had to went for CRS test in the morning which i spent most of my time slping...coz too tired le... kinda upset tt i had the feeling tt i wun do well for the test... done so half heartedly... den IDEA presentation... meanwhile, i doubled as a tourguide after finishin my PO stuff... first day was kinda diao... had to ta shan ppl to ask them if they are interested to join the exhibition tour... got feedbacks lyk ppl asking me for a prettier lady tourguide, or asking me whr got freebies to take... so diao loh... ugly side of singaporeans...

friday was a better day for me... lead quite a number of tour groups....muz aim for "friendly tour guide award" ma... hha... met quite a number of interesting tales... lyk this grp of girls asking for my age, whr i stay, hp no, cca etc etc... as if i'm entering my portfolio for them lyk tt... haha... den got even this person who took my photo...so diao... aniwae, enjoyed being a frenly tourguide... but the sian thing is tt after going thru so many rounds, i can actually know wat the exhibitors are gonna say for their exhibits le... tt's lyk hearing the same thing over and over again for the 3 days... for my last tour, i even went to the extent of leading this grp of sembawang sec girls to the library, FC 5 etc... coz last grp le, den they requested it... plus they were kinda proactive and cute...haha.. wadeva... but...shhh...dun let the other EEEC ppl noe loh... muahahahah...

sat went to tanglin police station for the briefing for chingay crowd controller, met a lot of familiar faces ard, lyk huiping, mayanne, roszian, jinhui, jj etc... and a lot more basically.. went back to SP after tt and lead tour and crap with ppl lyk eva, wanying they all... den help out for the closing ceremony...kinda pissed during this time actually... kinda disgusted by the tone of some ppl... dun wanna mention names... sound as if i din help out at all and mean to slack... discounting the demanding tone at time... oh pls... you are seeking my help... PLUS... i'm not ur slave for damnit sake.. N i can't stand corny and childish not-laughable "jokes"... had a good 12+ course buffet dinner after tt... chatted with the lecturers...

suddenly i juz feel lyk i'm nt gonna be very active in club activities in the near future at least... the sense of belonging is juz fading.... have been giving myself chances, them chances... but somehow i juz dun belong to the clique, the sense of belonging... yes, aT least there are some nice ppl there... but somehow the feeling is juz sooo nt the same... definitely nt the kind of homely feeling tt i have for cchsm npcc... juz dun feel lyk giving in my 100% when i help out... but eventually i did... but somehow, the appreciataion is juz nt there...juz nt sincerely...

aniwae, nvm... nt to sidetrack... had a busy week... but glad tt spinnovex is over... can kinda slack off abit and concentrate on my studies, social circle ( have been neglecting zr they all for quite a long time le... coz of the openhse involvement, as well as other ppl ), np as well as my life... for now, i'll take a breather....

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, February 07, 2005.