Life of guohui ...chp 340

it's like the moment of drowning in the middle of nowhere.negativity in positivity.

5 weeks more to ORD-ing. not that i am looking very forward, but i thought i welcomed the end of it. though i really enjoyed what i am doing. it's just not my calling i guess. and suddenly, everything seems shrouded. the best part abt planning for my future? it's everything not i planned for.

i wanna break the bubble. i wanna break my conventional bubble. i need someone to trust. a dozen of needs and wants. not none satisfiable.

nope, i'm nt being emo. either am i lark-happy. i'm just being practical. practicality in my own definition. ponder before venturing. that life starts in 5 weeks time. a 22 yr old man cannot afford to step onto the wrong pebble and lands himself drowning in the pond again.

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, September 30, 2009.