Life of guohui ...chp 264

RESPECT. a word so blur that i don't see it clear anymore.
Friend. A word so misused so much and yet mean so little to many.

Disappointed is what how i feel.


feel the drift ppl.

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, October 28, 2007.

Life of guohui ...chp 263

it has been a pretty wonderful day today.

though i relunctantly woke up today ( which i usually do on weekday.), but today was from a dream i so do not wanna wake up from... but it left me smiling for the rest of the day like an idiot. but alas, dun think it will really actualize...

it is xx.xx hr nw, and we will start from here and go on and on and on....

=)

ok, tt was pretty random.

and of course, very real things ahead for the day.

- tight but managable work schedule today to keep me occupied but not busy. haven't have this kinda of situation for weeks.

- a good long chat with mr tan guan yong the pilot

- a good chat with ms ( self-declared pretty) karen kim

- lunch with tickle-me-lydia

- hitting 1000 mails in @dhl.com

-unexpected cancellation of OT work


it was a great day today. cheers to me.

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, October 25, 2007.

Life of guohui ...chp 262

it was a total contrast.

a rude auntie who stared at me when i was walking in the path of his son and doesn't give my way to him.

an old seemingly well-to-do auntie using a SGD 50.00 to buy 3 packet of tissue paper from this lady who goes around selling tissue paper at tampines MRT station with her daughter.

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, October 24, 2007.

Life of guohui ...chp 261

and so he ponder on his way home from work on the train.
or maybe he's just stoning away.

he ponder abt life, abt work and the people ard him.
he ponder abt himself, who he used to be, what he hopes to be and who he is now.
he ponder abt the follies he made in his life so far, abt what made him proud.

and at times, he just sits there not thinking abt anything.

just random music blasting away.

and he just miss his stop. and it goes 1 and 2 stops and on. he doesn't care.

it's like he's void of emotions. and oblivious to the surrounding ard him.

and he asked himself. has he change the world. or rather has the world change him......

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, October 23, 2007.

Life of guohui ...chp 260

has always believe in dishing out my comments for ppl who i care about at appropriate times will do us all good.

has always believe in the magnanimity of great ppl who accept comments abt them.

and i'm glad i'm deeply blessed.

because i have such dear ppl ard me.

and perhaps, it's time to abandon the exclusively-theirs portrayed inner child in me. the solace was nice. but nevertheless, it's time to move on. and perhaps i could be the person u'll wanna depend on in times of need. just like others. perhaps i have denied you all the trust of it for too long a time.

and definitely, it was a good sat.

and i'm happy for the birthday boy and his love to keep. she's definitely a new girl.

and i thought i might wanan avoid alcohol for a long time to come.

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, October 14, 2007.

Life of guohui ...chp 259

has been a pretty fast and busy week. getting too fast and furious. the only good thing is having OT only on Monday.

and it's always good to know that the shit always flow down. and when u are at the end of it. u get screwed big time by the shit.

and some things are what not what they used to be anymore. some times are nt exclusive anymore. i'm nt petty. but i always relish the thought of having a good meal over some dinner with friends i thought i cherish. esp when we have nt met for a long time.

weekend was energizing. playing bball was always fun. thought i relish the thought of a swim.

and CMPB is screwed. I have to go for another medical checkup. again.

and i shall await 8 jan 08. no matter whr they post me to. hopefully to somewhr i desired all along. so much for getting tt date. though nt very desired. but at least it beats being an unknown.

and birthday wishes to stef. stay nonsensical and happy always, my friend.

and of course, meiqi, do keep me entertain on MSN always during office hrs. i appreciate tt lots. and for suggestion of my choice of lunch.

it's monday again. damn tt monday blues.

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, October 08, 2007.