Life of guohui ...chp 256

i'm confused.

it's complicated.

and seriously, more often than nt, it's always and definitely easier to be a spectator and comment on the sideline.

but what will you do if the ball is in ur court?

ok. tt's random. but nevertheless, it's worth a thought.

the senior officer discussion is definitely a useful one. and i thought it's definitely going to be an exciting year ahead for everyone in the unit. if everyone plays their role well. and of course, the only thing is i will nt be in the operation for nw.

so the sem's results are out and i thought i did reasonably well.

so much for a diploma and i'm finally out of tt place. seriously i can't think of any memories from that place.

and so my future comes to a standstill. my vision for my future seems so blurry to me nw.

just hope that i can get enlisted fast and spend two fruitful yrs in NS.
and have a been-there-done that experience

and maybe it will be a valet for me to ponder over my future.

and of course, the hightlight of last week other than my results is the letter informing that i've clinched the Commissioner of Police award.

and it's a team thing !

it is definitely a very nice reward for all our hard work done last year for the unit, the area and the Corps, TEAM.

and it is definitely a very materialistic memory we all will hold.

i'll proud of us all =)

certain things are never meant to be let go. but i hope for the best in them. with or without me.

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, September 17, 2007.