LiFe oF gUohU...cHp 232

Life is getting increasingly sleepy with the onslaught of rainy weathers. Not that I am feeling my usual sleepy self, but the ideal weather these days are alluring me.

so much so tt i have to drag myself to wake up every morning.

but who can deny tt slp is a bliss, a luxury that many of us can't afford. I love my slp. don't you all too ?

and finding lunch mates is a torture for me these days. it's rather saddening to lunch alone. and not knowing what and where to eat for the day. And tt 2 ulcers in my mouth just kills my appetite. so i haven really been gorging myself well with food these days. an unexpected form of diet perhaps?

so i'm back into self isolation again, refusing to make new friends. sometimes i'm just so sick and tired of a short term acquaintanceship. which i thought will be much better off depositing into my current bank of friends. The few who truly grew up with me these years. the people who have seen the worse side of me.

and nw, before CI guohui calls it a day, he have to accomplish what he have to do. what he wanted to do.

which of course the above do not make any senses at all if u do not know what i am talkin abt. utter nonsense and rubbish.

take it.

i don't think i own an explanation for it. nor do i want to.

just churning out loads of random stuff at the moment. as usual.

if only i could just lie here and forget the world. but i can't.

if only if i can just remain as childish as i seem to be. but i can't

certain things are nt really within my grip. but let's hope i make the best out of the situation. thought i screwed up quite a lot of stuff in my mundane life already. but this mundane life is ironically nt as smooth sailing as i hope it will be.

it's pretty amazing hw i churn out these random things to make into quite a lengthy post for nw. till next time folks. slp well people

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, May 03, 2007.