LiFe oF gUohU...cHp 211

meant to blog ytd noon but somehow blogger disagree with my actions and decided to del my post again. cheers to blogger.

am feeling kinda slpy at the moment. brain nt exactly functioning properly too. so my words might be incoherent. but then again, dun i always feel slpy and brainless? so i guess the rainy weather is no excuse for making me feel sleepy all the time.

i slpt thru my weekend. i slpt on the train to sch. i slpt during lectures. i slpt while standing on the train back home. i slpt when i got home. and i am still feeling slpy.

and while at it, let me just blame the rainy weather for putting on hold my resolution to resume my jogging session. and i dun even play bball anymore. so i guess the only exercise i am doing besides walking from teaching blk to teaching blk is eating and tt isn't a very good thing.

the only consolation is that i've got ulcers in my mouth and tt discourages me from eating unneccessary. and the growth of TT pimple on my nose discourages me from eating oily food much. yes. i haven have any pimple for a long long time and OMG. it suddenly pops up now? it's so damn irritating and tempting for me to just squeeze it out. gross. sick.

and lab test on mon is so damn screwed.

and i've been telling myself to study since 2 weeks ago and i have not even started to dig out my lecture notes. exams is in 2 weeks time. yet i seem to find myself having too much time on hand to do any other stuff but study.

and i re-read tuesdays with morrie for the 4th time. and it touched me yet again. from yet another pt of view. morrie's aphorism always have tt inspiring effect on me everytime i read it. and especially when i'm the last stretch of journey in NPCC as a CI. and most probably my last lap in CCHSM NPCC. there is so much that i wanted to do. and as the time get shorter, i realies that there are more and more things that i wanted to do. that i want to achieve. i'm selfish and i want to leave with no regrets. i want to have a happy memory of what i have done for my 7.5 yrs in cchsm npcc. it has give me so much and i ought to give back as much. yet, while i don't want to hang on too long, i don't wanna let go too soon. but 3yrs of cadet's life, 1 yr of NCO life and 3.5 yrs of CI life is enough for me. enough said. 6 more mths to go. and it's time to say goodbye.

and 3 more weeks to go. for my sem to finish. and it's over. i hope. things don't seem too optimistic.

and brother chee, i know it's time to get back on track. what makes things worse is i know i'm off track and i want to do something abt it and i'm nt doing anything abt it. tt feeling sucks. big time. am inducing and tuning myself to. hope it won't be too late. but time is not on my side. definitely not this time rd.

i guess i ought to be slping. it's 12. and nw tt i'm making it a pt to slp early.

some grp photos in no particular order

2hm ppl at esther house on new yr's eve.


the guys with our post xmas celebration meal.

2hm at playgrd for countdown.

the guys and ivan, yunhui and zirui at K.

i guess tt's all i have for nw. plenty of photos but lazy to post up. someday. they shall be. meanwhile. cheers. it will be a good day tml. i hope

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, January 16, 2007.