LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 192
am bloggin while having webcam conversation with mich and ziyan. ok, count in stacey. the very carefree kids at NTU for the nite.yea. finished my 1st paper today for microcontroller technology. it's surprising easy. and it's frightening to think so.
and up next is analog system coming this fri.
way to go guohui.
hmm... i realise i haven blogged for a long time. nth interesting's up for me these few days. for rather i've forgotten abt it. except watched click with zq and jasper. it's kinda touching, esp when i considered it a comedy. yea. the family first hit upon me real hard. so does the "will you still love me in the morning?" part. yea, foever and ever. i know.
hmm. i guess that is it for me besides books and dota and msn.
hmm... met fiona a couple of days/weeks ago. ok. she recognised me and so do i. but i look at her from dover till redhill before asking for her name. duhx. fiona was my pri sch mate from p2 till 6. 5 yrs of classmate if u dun count in the friendship. and tt she was my bickering partner from young. yea. she looked better looking than ever. but the sad point is we no longer kept in contact after sec 2.
i think same goes for most of my pri sch friends. as far as i can remember, there is wee teck, a relatively good buddy of mine, and jiang yang, hongwee, wanling, amanda and a whole long list to go.classmates of at least 5yrs counting. i guess it is not that we do not honour the statement friends forever as we used to sign autograph books and all. but rather as we grow up, our priorities changed so as our life. and that we gladly move on. and gradually distanced ourselves alot. and in my words, that is a rather sad case. afterall, we spent our most innocent childhood together, learn of love and 'abc', and of human moral rights and that all together. only to break away from the group years on.
i wander if i will do so from my current circles of friend which i desperately tried to keep in close contact with. it's been 5yrs for the 2hm gang, esp xiong di dang and i wish for tt to carry on till we become grandparents and all.
but our lives and priority will start to change again, soon as i entered NS and them ORD, each pursuiting our aspirations and course of study. which i really do not wish to see us part. but folks, as i speak here, i remembered what my np buddy chee siong has to say. always remember the best of me. even though times change, ppl change. and no matter what destiny and fate had in store for me. always remember the best of me. and i hope those reading this entry will. for fate brought us together. let memories connect us if we were to distance one day.
i have a sudden longing for a gathering dinner with my np squadmates. khaiwan, chee siong, kiat yong, huiqun and all.
and so with my pri sch frens which we haven met for ages. esp after the visit to Mrs Dawn lim hse in dec 03.
and so with my 2hm gang. tt will be after my exams for sure. indefinitely.
which explains why i dun really like to have too many circles of friends. acquitance is one thing. but the thing abt friends is something i take really seriously. friends are the ppl whom i will go the extra mile to do things for and they will in return.
whic brings me back to a point.
on what grounds do u add ppl on msn. for me, adding me in friendster is ok. as long as i know who u are. but msn? after a npcc course, there will indefinitely be little kids adding me on msn. which i even hardly converse with them in the first place. and there i go explaining to some, some will take it very hard and ya slammed me for being unfriendly. =(
