LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 176
have been real caught up with my studies tt i realise that i have not blogged for a long long time. yea. sch term's in for 2 mths and surprisingly, i found myself damn hardworking for this semester. maybe is the module tt really interest me. or maybe is the classmate factor. yeah. am in a diff class this sem and my ( eat, slp grow fat ) mates are certainly a nice bunch. (no, shuhui, choc dun make ppl grow fat.)
but i do hate the 3hrs break i had for monday and friday. tt's damn sad.
maybe i shall skip the part on studies. it's like i'm preoccupied with them for 5days a week, from 8 to 5 and i'll still mentioning them now. rubbished.
have got pretty much thoughts up there in my head but i can't find the words to pen them down. or rather type in this case. so i'll give it a miss till my train of thoughts are back.
general election is coming. and i'm damn interested in it. too bad i ain't 21. but seriously, it's good to keep urself updated. and political issues are always thought provoking. not forgetting the raunchy crosspoints and political metaphors brought up.
alrite. gonna stop.
guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, April 29, 2006.
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LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 175
at times, i realised tt if i could, i would rather leave the decision making process to others if i can. not that i am nt able to make decisions on my own, i just find that doing that is rather a chore at times. maybe is that i have been making too many decisions for myself and others that i'm kinda sick of making them. for instances, where to go, wad to do, where to have lunch, what do eat etc. and the list goes on and on.
and the very interesting thing is life is all abt making decisions, impt or trival. it is our very way of life, right from the time we woke up to the time we doze off.
very interesting indeed if u ask me.
actually i am just blogging for the very sake of it. well, shall nt discuss much abt sch work and all. or even abt my life. nt tt i am displease with my current status. i'm loving every single min. it's just tt i feel that something's missing in my life or rather in me right now. and i can't figure out what it is. it's like life coming to a stagnant point. state of emptiness. nth at all. and i lost my passion to slp. i'm getting lazy to ball. there are instance whr i literally stared into thin spare stoning.
away with all these and i shall end my entries. cheers ppl
guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, April 23, 2006.
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LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 174
sch term starts officially in 9hrs time. and hence it marks the end of my attachment stints at boonlay. nevertheless, it was a good working experience for me. doing a professtional work in a sense. and i think i benefitted a lot from these. and i got my A my attachment. douglas is kinda nice to me. he even commented that i am intelligent and full of enthusiasm in my work.
and many thanks to all the wonderful ppl there for my wonderful days at speedy tech. like hsiao hui, lilian, huiling, auntie sally, macik selena ( who still owns me curry ayam), firidah, soon khim, tony, anwar. and the list goes on. u guys are such a joker bunch that makes me see electronic engineering in a different light. thanks a MILLION. haha.
ya. meet zq, jasper and zr on friday to lan. before tt, went to parkway with zr to get his slipper coz he left his shoes at his camp. then met qiao ying, the broadrick girl who called me and ya. chatted at mac before goign for her tution. after tt, went to lan, eat and lan before going home
and i lost my phone. left it on the cab. zr left his boots in the lan shop and we U turn back to find his boots. and i ended up leaving my phone in the cab.
so damn pissed with myself. nvr mind tt it was the first time i lost my phone. and tt makes it worse. coz all my contacts over the yrs are in tt phone. more than 5 yrs of contacts tt i had exchanged were in tt sim card. and some very important msg tt i hold dear in me. all lost within a night. tt makes me so pissed. and i had 6 more mths for my contract to end. tt means i gonna use back the t610 till i either get a new phone in nov or i had the money to get d510. which i realise i like a lot. damn. felt so lost without my contacts. and phone. ahhh... so pissed off. and guys, please do leave me a msg or call me or PM me to give me ur contacts k? my number will still be the same nevertheless.
went to PS on sat with 2hm ppl again. to catch 8 below. if u like dogs, esp husky, u'll love it. before tt went to gelare to meet mich, ziyan and kailing. and then to fish and co for dinner. it was damn bad at f&c, it blackout thrice, and serve us in 1hrs time.. tt 's how good the place is. then went home after tt.
bball on sat. it was great.
and slpt for today. wanna swim but it was cancelled. wanna jog but it rained.
and sch's in in 9hrs time...
guohuilist turned back time on Monday, April 17, 2006.
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LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 173
i realised that i'm so lazy to blogging these few days. especially when i have started work. ok, rather attachment is the word. and at that, i am actually blogging like once per week as compared to usual. same scenario goes when i had my sales promoter job after my Os.
it pretty seems to me that my working life dun really allow me to blog as much. or rather the laziness in me. =(
ok. gone is another week. and the last of my brother had enlisted on the saturday. ok. i guess i am the only guy with hair longer than 4cm at the moment among the four of us. and i'll be the last person to have tt status in a yr's time. great. suddenly i feel so much like enlisting. ok. perhaps enlistment do not exactly struck me as dooms day or rather the prison to freedom. in fact, i am actually looking very much forward to enlistment. as of now. with the exceptions of me having sprained ankle of course. now that i am alive and healthy. why not? i think i better start jogging and doing pushups to maintain my fitness. moreover, the camp month is drawing very near to begin with. as an instructor to the very least, must be able to have stamina to survive PT. and to the very least, not fall out during PT. ( which reminds me of 1 GREAT instructor during one of my ATC)
actually spent last wed going out with zq practically doing nothing. met him after work at chinatown to return his work uniform. and headed to PS to catch a movie at cathay. which i tink looks damn class for now. had tt movie going mood lingering so.it even had a lounge outside it's cinema with bartender and all. how cool is tt. a pity i only spot old ppl drinking coke there at the moment. however, the timing ain't right for us and we headed to Mos's burger for dinner. and we actually saw this bunch of girls. some familiar faces we met from parkway mac. they used to the tending the counter at mac and we were like their usual customer at one point of time. ok i know that usual customer sounds quite lewd? haha. but the thing is. it's kinda true. and the thing is they too noticed our presense and occasionally stared over and started the kind of giggle here and there. met them again as me and zq shopped, and then again ( intentional on their part) at the arcade. it was so damn funny k. ya. but the thing is, that is abt all we had to do. no approaches or whatever so. haha. what do u expect man.
and on friday, it was once again an impromptu 2hm gathering. ok. as what ziyan had mentioned, it wasn't really a gathering anymore. since we are metting up weekly for 4 weeks already. had dinner with zong rong and zhen qiang at delifrance while waiting for the girls to come. poor jasper was on guard duty. ok. had fun discussing abt PAP and the opposition and hearing abt the PES E trainings, admin clerk duties from zr. den went off the the arcade with ziyan, mich and kailing. had fun playing daytona. esp when we haven touched tt for yrs. waited for ttk and off we go for dessert at this dessert shop near bugis. and for beef hor fun at geylang after tt. well, life is abt food and more food. so i ended up eating for the nite. and the thing is, i saw teck leong at geylang. involved in a vice raid in front of the fruit stall. err. FYI. he's with the police. nt the ppl getting caught. ya. and to tink he called and joked abt it after the whole thing. "guohui, what are u doing there. go ther to eat only meh? " duhx.
anyway, had fun chatting with the ppl abt the good old days again. and it pretty seems that my most memorable days in chung cheng revolves ard my sec 2 days with the ppl. had really loads of fun as a class and the things we do. like getting caught for ringing the bell by the lake. and eating wanton mee in calligraphy lesson. and on and on and on. it seems that time always stopped at tt pt of time.
and i realise my sec sch days revolve much ard npcc and 2hm. which i find myself still very much in both circle. am i am glad and grateful for that to happen.
and i realise tt my entry is drawing to an end. work's in tml. again.
guohuilist turned back time on Monday, April 10, 2006.
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LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 172
it freakingly dawned on me tt my previous past entries are all abt work. work. work. and more work related issue. and i am rattling on like a typical working personnel. abt work. working condition. working wages. working fun. working grumble.
in words. it's all abt work. actually, much as i hate to admit it. i kinda enjoy the working world for now. besides the location of course. ahh... as of tml, it will be 2 more week of the same situation and it's lecture, lecture and more lecture again.
ok. maybe i'll just have enough of these. actually went to taikeat workplace on sat to sample his fish and chip. it wasn't exactly my cup of tea or rather my platter of fish but still gonna admit tt the fish and chips remains a certain acceptable standared to begin with. and the worse thing is we had to wait for quite a fair while to get our seat. and ordering was self service! me, jasper and zhen qiang had cream dory fillet and another set of chicken fingers which we ended up having takeaway from the table.
and chips are nt round. =(
and teh restaurant ain't by the singapore river.
and the bungee ain't call a swing.
after dinner, took a cab down to katong mall to meet ziyan, mich, kailing and qingyun. and of course, our dear vain brother zr. and headed down to mel's place to watch the match btwn bolton and man utd which man utd won 2-1. had quite a fair bit of chats over there. after the match, went to lan game till 2.30am before going home. and the thing is i had to head home for loose change before going out for my mee goreng and back home for the real madrid and barcalona match. slpt at 6.
and the thing is, our 2hm "gathering" had become a weekly thing. we've been like meeting up for 3 weekends already. haha. and i tink i just love things being impromptu. tt's nice.
real nice.
and i realise tt i had lots of things tt i need to buy. but i'm cash strapped. arrh... damn it.
guohuilist turned back time on Monday, April 03, 2006.
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LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 171
the week has gone by real fast and i'm into my 4th week of itp. real busy workload, real friendly colleagues tt i have always empathasize. so work is real damn tired. but happy. everything is just perfectly fine except tt i sleep at 2am, wake up at 5.30 to prepare for work. and going out after work...
tt leaves me real tired for the weekend to do anyhing till late noon.
2 more weeks more to go... and today is PAY DAY. it's 400+ for a month of pay. tt's like damn little la. even the toliet cleaner in the company commands a higher wage than me.
an attachment student who have done quite a fair bit for the company.
but to the very least, i learnt a lot. esp with all the technologies on the PCB tt i've never learnt before. the proper usage of everyday electronic science and all.
and the best thing is i get to ponder on lots of life issue when i am working in the production line like preparation these week. the few hrs of monotone routing work actually allows me to ponder in depth. abt life. abt my career. abt me. abt ppl ard me. just about everything.
and yes, i am damn tired now. slping at 2.30am everyday and waking up at 5.30am isn't something fabuloust to me. esp when i am a person who adores my slptime. esp when i am the type of person who slps at 3am and wake up at 3pm during breaks. the lack of slptime is taking its toll on me every morning at work and after mealtimes when i get real slpy. and den i'll be on caffaine. and more coffee for the day. till 3pm plus. i miss my slp. i miss it so.
and off i am. for it
guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, April 01, 2006.
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