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tired of cramping illogically logically electronic engineering stuff into my brain, i realise that i need a platform to shout it out. and realise that here i am. interesting, it is always that during the exam periods that i will always be blogging the most. and likewise, the time that my thoughts will often drift off to think of the many perspectives of life. and the sources that leads to these thoughts, it will be nevertheless the nonsensical stuff that i do when i am at home studying. things like viewing past photos, books and all.

which explains why i realise i made a fatal mistake this time round by studying at home. to make it worse, the PC and msn messenger is left on. that means distractions and time consuming chats and more chats. awww...

ok, shall be bringing myself back to the topic of blogging today. which i really wanna blog on changes. yes. as much as i have always emphasize, changes are inevitable and often subconsciously. if you have come to realise it, you have probably evolve. change. be it character wise, personality wise, mentally wise, physically. and to undo the change, it will be often than not, a mean task.

maybe i am just sounding like i am writing a thesis paper. or some philosophical issue. but the point is. i do not even know why i am thinking abt all these. maybe boredom of mugging led me to these trails... or even to find some kicks in life out of studying for exams.

ok. back to changes. have you ever wonder how much you actually change, look at yourself in the mirror and compare to the you in the photo. first thing to me is that, oh gosh. is tt really me in the photos? apparently i was kinda shock. i look awful in some of the past pic with center parting hairstyle. and all tt corny posture. with all the awful looking ppl with corny posture too in the picture. coming back to today, we have all change in one way or another. be it our character, yes, our hairs, or simply us. drastic changes for some. but main pt is, we have all evolve. change.

heavily noted. changes in the only constant in life. and i cannot agree more to that in life. but abt the events and the things that changes you. and the people. how have they? why have they? in the first place, how did you apparently come in contact with these ppl, these events? it is simply interesting. i would for once call tt miracle. i dun exactly wanna use the words fate and destiny. but dun you all think it is so amazing that in this life, in this world, we managed to be connected to these ppl and events. though our decisions eventually determine the outcome. it is just so amazing that we actually connects. maybe tt is call affinity. of course, the outcome is again, decisions. by us. by them.

the ppl u meet. why them? why nt others? hmm... thought provoking for me.

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, February 21, 2006.