LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 155

home finally after a long day of holding the ssgt promo in chung cheng. it is just one of those days when u spend 18hrs in school for testing for a result. yeap, fun in a way, mind taxing in a way. esp when u are the tester. setting a reasonable grade, giving interview, tinking of interview questions, receiving their ideas, access their capability. not as easy as it sounds. for experince tell me so... for the past few ssgt test i have conducted.

ok, for this batch, maybe for once or once in a loong time, they get to see another serious side of me. just yet... maybe?

i won't be touching on their results. but i am quite disappointed with some ppl. i had had some expectation for them. but i am disappointed.

key word of the day: confidence. not achieved.

in fact, kinda really disappointed with some ppl for their NCO-hood. i mean, they are ppl with the capability to do things. the key point is whether they want to and whether they go abt doing it the correct way. i had high hopes for them. by far, after watching them mature. at least some of them for the past 7 mths.

i'm nt talking big. but i really want them to achieve at least something before they passed out. and i am talking abt this very seriously. coz i have not yet feel so strongly to do tt for the past few batches i have took. ok, maybe only 2. but this time rd, i want to help most of them realise something. with my colleagues. key word is want to. pt is do they want to?

i hope so. coz i realise i have not yet gone so far to reach out to some of them. as in really close to mentoring.

ok. i digressed. i have spoken too much on npcc.

maybe i am going gaga over buying 2 jackets in a week.

or maybe is my mental disability. my lack of slp.

i'm tired.

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, January 15, 2006.