LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 154
i duno wad's with me but it is in me to blog on every sunday... ok, if monday morning is the exactly time to use...
am having this toast with ice cream rite now... u noe, the warm crusty toast topped with ice cold ice choc ice cream? ya rite... perfectly fine for a cold weather like now... in fact, it has been raining like this for the past weeks... the kinda of weather which makes u wanna go on a slumber? or even to cuddle close to someone close? har... i'm outta my mind...
maybe i'll still so slpy rite now... practically slpt the whole day... woke up at 1 to have brunch... and slpt all the way till 5pm... idling by the com till now... wad more can i do on a freezing sunday... too lazy to go out, too nua to do anything...
had been busy with my mid sem papers for the week tt i actually did minimal helping out for the annual cca drive structure tying... and i duno why watch tower building has become a tradition for npcc... i guess somehow, khai wan and i started this very crazy tradition.... and it has carried on since our batch ? but nevertheless, i guess it is a good team bonding activity for the NCOs. i presumed... i had had fun during my sec 4 days... and my CI days...
esp building structure in the rain... not sensible, totally stupid, but we did it all the same... same goes for this batch of NCOs... i guess it is in the blood of the chung chengian in npcc.
cca drive was somehow very much like the past. very messy and disorganised, disoriented. i hope the kids have their lesson learned tt in life, esp when u are a leader, u have to learn to adapt to the situation. u have to adapt... coz life is nt a bed of rose and will never be one..
i guess i shall skip tt pt here...
so kids, lesson learned huh? i hope...
i guess somehow my mentality changes again... maybe i've matured. or maybe i've become childish...
i no longer thinks tt being regimental says it all to a good way to maintain an organisation. once so in awe and following the strict code of conduct, i've somehow change my mindset. though i've always like the days of the civil war of the americans, when regimental seems so cool and so in the air. whr ranks and honours and chilvary goes hand in hand. now i am thinking so uncoventional. and i hope my antics at tt for my unit will not degrade us all...
speaking of chilvary, i realise that these days, these words dun stand a single shit. gone are the days of chivalry. which i think is totally gentleman and the way of man. but nowadays, i hardly see people practise tt. u dun se guys opening doors for ladies by the car or before entering the door anymore. u dun see guys pulling chairs for ladies anymore. no more ladies first...
and i tink tt is a very disappointing thing. coz i believe in chivalry. i do practise to an extent. i grew up to think tt chivalry is wad is expected of a guy... but somehow the world now prove me wrong. at least my present world.
and ya, i am not pretending to be a gentleman. coz i think i am still beneath tt status. but pls do not say tt i am pretending to be one. just some random musing here though.
i guess i shall be ending off rite here at the moment. sch's in tml. and i think i am still in a holiday trance... ahhh..
