LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 145
it's only been a week but soo much things happened man... had this 2hm outing on sat... hmm.. actually had a rather busy day on sat... went down to tracom in the morning for the bi-annual campcraft com with harry... really nice to see some fellow batch of CIs like jayjay and ahmad... zhihui, fellow lifesaver who turned ci and ci-to-be like shermaine and huiping and the list goes on... went home after tt to wash up and headed to mingen hse for his ORD lunch/dinner...
and after tt headed to PS to meet the 2hm ppl for a gathering... well, the rest are all late as usual, leaving only michelle, stacey and ziyan who were earlier than me... den headed to cafe cartel for dinner... had this rib's set combo with the guys... den headed to TCC for a drink and ya... played some true or dare and as usual, i kena some stupid dare act... carrying a handbag, a lot of bags and went over to poster to feel the poster ... lol...
den headed down to paradiz centre with zr, zq and jasper to lan till 3am before heading to zq hse for the nite...
hmm... actually the shock of the nite is the news of the death of priscilla ng's mum... i was soo shocked when i receive her msg.... as her fren, i was really like at a loss of wad to do... wad to say to her... or rather wad i can do for her... which is unfortunately limited besides consoling her and all... lets' really hope she will be able to survive this cruel blow in life...
ok... i duno till now, i sounded sooo monotone... just unlike my usual self...
and i suddenly feel like retard playing bball once again... i just lost tt feeling... esp today... it's juz like i can't understand the game anymore... or is it i dun understand myself... i dun seems to be able to shoot... or anything... just like the rough patch i had earlier on.. horrible...
but i had an excellent day in sch... i was so surprised at my antics to get a pic from this cute girl at the bazaar in sch today tt i actually asked for her permission to take her pic... lol... cool... and ya... i guess i need not spell out the rest of the details of wad i do next? stupid antic works sometimes... and ya... i have gotten to noe another person in this life... hahaha...
lame piece of shit...
but seriously, have i move on, somehow, i feel tt i'm still stagnant at the spot... refusing to advance in life... i noe it's over before it started... but i guess i haven really gotten over it... i tried. i couldn't... so how?
i really duno...
so is the key for me now really learning not to throw a keeper away to soon?
or perhaps, learning to let go... and move on?
hmm...
i really dun no...
and i have this urge to change the URL of my blog... suddenly, it just seems so to me tt it is no longer circulating the readers i am blogging for... perhaps to ppl i tink i wish they do not know the existance of this blog... so shall i?
it's again lots of mayB's and choices...
life is abt making choice, isn't it?
