LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 151

friday nite. raining. slping. waking up. online. blogging.

ok, maybe i'm just too tired to think correctly and pen/blog down in a logically sense. so i'm just not blogging and will just be sharing some nice pics... enjoy...







just some pics i took over the weekend with some frens... happy holiday to all...

guohuilist turned back time on Saturday, December 24, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 150

ok, it is 4 days more to christmas and here i am feeling the mood... very... lol...

went back to chung cheng on monday for the unit AGM and games day and the apprecition dinner...

saw quite a lot of my ex-juniors back... ppl like caryn, moon, simin, hweeleng, and all... and of course my fav chairman kid central alvin... yeap...

ok, the agm was fine, with the usual stuff like UOPA and stuff, the same thing i hear every AGM... and yes, Mr Kwek has been empthasizing now long i am going to serve as a CI... this time round, the key words are "guohui will be with us forever". there is like... duh... who asked me to opt for poly and serve as a CI...

games was fine... and i shall not mention abt things which i have mentioned during debrief...

dinner was fine too... i dun exactly expect much from a unit's dinner, no matter wonderful the food is... lol... i just never do...

saw the kids playing musical chairs after dinner and ya... for tt moment.... i am really feeling damn old... though 18yrs old is supposed to be the youthful days... but with these kids... ya... i feel sooo old... or maybe matured is the word... lol... had a good laugh and chat with the TOs and Mr kwek while watching them play...

gift exchange was wonderful too...









ok... i'm kinda touch by their kind gestures...

even more touched by donglin's even KINDER gesture...







it even have the WORDINGS on k...

yeap...

tt's nice...

wonderful...
lol


ok.. shall be hitting the books tml for my exams soon... and e learning is so screwed up...

WHO THE HELL SUGGESTED doing maths tutorial on a WORDS document... how the hell am i supposed to find the laplace symbol, write differentiation equation and all... this is crazy... i'm nt doing it... i shall do on a piece of paper and HAND IN... who cares... duh...

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, December 21, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 149

went out to town ytd to enjoy a little gathering with some fellow CI friends from the same squad from my CIBTC. In any case which you guys are wondering how mad i am abt me to stick with CIs on a weekend, i can really assure that i had a wonderful dinner at NYDC with them. Talking abt anything under ths sun, excluding drills and sad to say, minimal np related issue like the shifting of tracom to chua chu kang, we had loads of fun and photo taking for the evening. It is all abt teasing one another, the waiters and waitress, indulging in fine and drinks and laughter for the evening. ok, NYDC's food isn't tt fantastic. but i do agree that their drinks are kinda nice...

went ard town after dinner to soak in the festive mood 1 week before christmas in the oh-so-busy streets, taking photo and being crazy...

aniwae, i left them at ard 1030 to meet up with chee siong and stefanie whom i haven exactly like chatting up with for a very long time. hence i walked from PS to esplanade just to join them for a talk... by the riverside. ok, have gotten to know sharon, a fren of theirs who joined us for a drink at harry's, a pub at esplanade with mediocre band who plays wonderful pieces....

it was like damn funny at the pub. i had something light for the night there. so i opt for sex on the beach. sitting opposite me is stefanie who had screaming orgasm... LOL... chee was having rum with sharon being at the opposite with sherry temple. tt's when we starting joking abt the nice positioning we had... yeap. i was asking whether steffie wants sex on the beach and her asking me whether i wanted a screaming orgasm... sounds corny but at tt pt of time, we were all game up for a good laugh... basically, just chat up for an hr or so before we decided to hit out lau pa sa for satay. sharon had to leave and so it's left with me, chee and stefanie.

so we walked from esplanade to lau pa sa, again with the usual chats and all... had some funny ones like liver and duck satay over teh peng... which i come to realis i really had a lot of beverages for the nite...lol...

sat out ard 2.30am before heading home. ok, since i am heading in the same direction as stefanie, i sent her home and after which i had prata ( yes, food again) at the 24hr coffee shop at my house with desmond...

which explains why i woke up near 3 today... lol...

ok... i guess i had a pretty enjoyable weekend. in which tml i have to head down to chung cheng for the AGM and after tt, gotta really concentrate on my studies for the E learning week and for my upcoming exams... but the thing is i'm just so into the festive mood now tt i just can't seems to settle down but going ard wishing everyone merry christmas...

so guys, merry christmas to u all... ho ho ho..

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, December 19, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 148


well... i juz realised tt i'm nt actually gonna finish the last entry... so i might as well be lazy enough to NOT continue it as promised/written...

so i am going off with new entries... well, everyday is a new page of the book of life rite? and at that, everyday is proving to be as interesting as the day before even more than words....

ok. enough of crapping... maybe i'm going crazy over the death of my mp3 player... with a lifespan of 2.5yrs, i guess it has served me well with hours of entertainment and fine music... so i guess i will miss it... and i am using the discman of old to replace the desire of music in me currently before i get my ipod or zen after the new yr due to personal budget constraint. lol... coz this is the festive season when i can foresee myself splurging on gatherings and fun, booze and well, food, transport... so i'm practically so damn tight at the moment...

though i got myself another shirt today... had earthquake at swensen's in town today...

and oh mine, guess who i saw there?






yes... jeanette aw in real life...

and oh mine, she is like so gorgeous k... her smile is really though kind to melt my heart at tt moment... even fiona xie in real life haven bring me this close an experience... maybe linda liao will... wahahaha...

aniwae, i actually went over to ask whether she is jeanette aw ( tt is like duh) and yeap, whether i can have the honour of taking a grp pic with her together with my gang... she gave me a heart-melting smile ( if there is ever such a word) and was abt to oblige when her director/ manager kinda like gave an excuse for saying no...

nevertheless, jeanette smiled at me again to apologise and before i went off, i complimented how gorgeous she is and thank her for her time to entertain us. her little conversation with me was really like... breath-taking?

ok. i gotta admit for tt moment, i was totally smitten by her... her friendly smile and personality. totally blown off my mind... it is nt like it is because she is an actress or wad. coz i'm nt exactly a channel 8 fan tt much... but is really rather by her and totally her... ahhh... we shared this moment tt will last till the end... she's beautiful. she's beautiful it's true....

lol...

i can totally feel how peter crouch was experiencing when he scored his first goal for liverpool after many 18 matches... though he is nt sure when he will score again. he is juz happy tt he scored... like i am happy tt i saw jeanette in real life before...



lol...

ok... shall be slping and preparing for my lab test tml....

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, December 14, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 147

there are lots of things lately on my mind tt i really want to blog it out by seriously, i do think that my time management either kinda sucks or i simply cannot find the time to come to this platform at all... maybe it is my hectic life... maybe it is just me...

for one, have been recuperating my sprained ankle for the week... tt means i have to happily stay at home to well.. rest.... which apparently i din (ok, at least i din save some money by nt going to the CHINA BLACK party on friday and saturday's zoukout... at least 50bucks in all. excluding transportation )... i was almost loitering outside everyday... at places which i should nt be... like the bball court for one... playing bball with a sprained ankle isn't a very good decision... but i realise the immaturity of me gave me the go-ahead... though i am REAL clumsy on the court... creating more laughter than dribbling the ball...

and of course wandering ard town on wednesday with a bandaged right ankle, slipper and board shorts isn't a fantastic scene... i graced fareast plaza with my nice image, went to leftfoot to scout for nice new pair of dunks... went on a shirt shopping spree... yeap... saw this damn nice tee at headlines when i was scouting for a new bday present for kiat yong, the guy who finally turns 18... initially wanted to buy for him... but i realise tt the shirt will look better on me... so i bought it for myself instead...

but wad i wanted to got for him is the BRANDED levi's k... the levi's boxer to be precise... it is either kiat yong is blessed with a small vital asset or the M is the very common size for local men... i limped from heeren to wisma and almost to orchard, LOT 1 at chua chu kang to jurong pt to tampines mall, i couldn't find the M size boxer! and i make this damn lame comment tt made tt poor sales girl at wisma LEVI's laugh uncontrollably... who ever hear of ppl scouting Singapore for a boxer? well... at least i din... though i made tt ridiculous request of placing advance order for the boxer... ROFL isn't it...

went to SAFTI military Institute on saturday to witness the so-called 3rd best parade of all times... and tt is the commissioning parade for the 59th Officer Cadet Trainee... yeap, guan yong is offically known as Lieutanent Tan of the armoured force of SAF... along side with terrance for signals... basically wad i see ytd is at least 3 EX-chung cheng ppl graduating to become an SAF officer... and of tt, 3 are from the same class, 2 are from NPCC and zheng wei from St John's... well done terrance and guan yong... went from tampines to boonlay is a feat ok... and to my surprise, i saw cheen han, kwang han and brent... who all 3 happens to be my squad taking NCO when i was in sec 3... ok... went with them and 2 other EX-chung cheng/ VJC ppl who i din quite know to the campsite who seems more like a chalet than an army camp... i shall not mentioned how i mistook yiting for ivy at the interchange... embarrassing... esp when i do not know them at all...

was overall quite impressed withe the parade... a parade consisting of OCT... the so-called elites of the recruits... of the nation... superb aura, spirit, drive and of course performance... brilliant i would say... drill wise, image wise, parade wise...

ok, much as i want to continue, time does not allow me too.... shall continue tml... if i can that is...

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, December 12, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 146

i'm here with a sprained ankle again.... great... 3 right ankle sprains and 2 right wrist sprains... wad a feat i have achieved for myself in the yr 2005... hope i dun get more to come... and tt is like 25 days to a new yr... and this time round, it is ALSO due to a damn stupid reason.... which i shall nt elaborate and embarrass myself... or even remind myself for yrs to come.

and i'm like just crazy nowadays... saying merry xmas to everyone i know in sight... even during lectures to all DEAR lecturers... singing rudolf the red nose reindeer aloud... just like i would during my NPCC days with hong wei and walter.... ahh.. memories...

ok... maybe it is just me being abnormal, psycho-ing my frens to join in the frenzy... shouting across the lecture hall asking for break here and then... driving the lecturers mad... but wad can we do when the festive mood is in the air? it's time to rejoice and ya... be crazy !

speaking of lesson... i got a 90 out of 100 for an online MATHS quiz today... impressive... tt means i have got a 1.8 out of 2 % for the module... cool...

hmm... there is this particular chinese song by mayday tt has been ringing in me these 2 weeks... zi zu by mayday... the lyrics are especially so seemingly true in my light...

知足

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛

如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有

知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛

nice simple lyrics with deep meanings behind... and it do really leaves a deep impression on me... esp with the 笑着哭最痛...

sry to those non-chinese readers who are reading this... apologies apologies from deep within me...

lol... coming to songs... you are beautiful remains to relevant to me... lame...

but seriously, those who know me well enuf will noe that true by ryan carberra is by far a song which still captures my heart... it still remains my ringtone till now... coz to me, it carries a significant meaning to me... very significant... and very true...


ok... shall be ending so rite now... and i will promise myself to train up on my physique... WALTER made it to commandos... gosh... i shld do something abt my physical... before i head for the clerk department...

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, December 06, 2005.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 145

it's only been a week but soo much things happened man... had this 2hm outing on sat... hmm.. actually had a rather busy day on sat... went down to tracom in the morning for the bi-annual campcraft com with harry... really nice to see some fellow batch of CIs like jayjay and ahmad... zhihui, fellow lifesaver who turned ci and ci-to-be like shermaine and huiping and the list goes on... went home after tt to wash up and headed to mingen hse for his ORD lunch/dinner...

and after tt headed to PS to meet the 2hm ppl for a gathering... well, the rest are all late as usual, leaving only michelle, stacey and ziyan who were earlier than me... den headed to cafe cartel for dinner... had this rib's set combo with the guys... den headed to TCC for a drink and ya... played some true or dare and as usual, i kena some stupid dare act... carrying a handbag, a lot of bags and went over to poster to feel the poster ... lol...

den headed down to paradiz centre with zr, zq and jasper to lan till 3am before heading to zq hse for the nite...

hmm... actually the shock of the nite is the news of the death of priscilla ng's mum... i was soo shocked when i receive her msg.... as her fren, i was really like at a loss of wad to do... wad to say to her... or rather wad i can do for her... which is unfortunately limited besides consoling her and all... lets' really hope she will be able to survive this cruel blow in life...

ok... i duno till now, i sounded sooo monotone... just unlike my usual self...

and i suddenly feel like retard playing bball once again... i just lost tt feeling... esp today... it's juz like i can't understand the game anymore... or is it i dun understand myself... i dun seems to be able to shoot... or anything... just like the rough patch i had earlier on.. horrible...

but i had an excellent day in sch... i was so surprised at my antics to get a pic from this cute girl at the bazaar in sch today tt i actually asked for her permission to take her pic... lol... cool... and ya... i guess i need not spell out the rest of the details of wad i do next? stupid antic works sometimes... and ya... i have gotten to noe another person in this life... hahaha...

lame piece of shit...

but seriously, have i move on, somehow, i feel tt i'm still stagnant at the spot... refusing to advance in life... i noe it's over before it started... but i guess i haven really gotten over it... i tried. i couldn't... so how?

i really duno...

so is the key for me now really learning not to throw a keeper away to soon?

or perhaps, learning to let go... and move on?

hmm...

i really dun no...

and i have this urge to change the URL of my blog... suddenly, it just seems so to me tt it is no longer circulating the readers i am blogging for... perhaps to ppl i tink i wish they do not know the existance of this blog... so shall i?

it's again lots of mayB's and choices...

life is abt making choice, isn't it?

guohuilist turned back time on Friday, December 02, 2005.