LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 138

i haven been bloggin for a long time and i know it... i just duno wad to blog abt.

or maybe i dun wanna face the reality or the situation tt i am in...

or even why is this happening to me...

sch term's starting next week. i WAS looking forward to it... but somehow now, i am feeling so tired before it actually begins... i duno how the hell am i going to hold unit march 06...

my cca is facing a crisis...

so are my studies...

i mean literally i duno wad i am studying for ever since the MST in Aug/july...i can't remember anyway... everything is literally a blank for me...

i can't ball properly...

my life is turning upside down and is going haywire... like how i will slp at 4am/5am and wake up at 2...

like how i have achieve nth for this holiday...


wad is exactly happening to me?

and much as i have realise, it is REAL unlikely that i will fall for anyone in the near future... nope, i'm nt turning gay... it is just... feelings... i guess that feeling will ya.. be just so difficult to come by... just like how i dun fall for anyone for the past few yrs... ok, if 3/4yrs is considered long...

i duno wad i am saying...

i just feel so tired...

not knowing wad to do with myself...

just like wad others do not know wad to do with me...


and i tink i am nt going to blog for a very long time ... at least until i clear my thoughts and start bloggin sense...


so wad if guohui cease to exist tml ? impossible ?

he might, he might not....

guohuilist turned back time on Wednesday, October 26, 2005.