LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 127

it's 2.39am in the morning... i want to slp but i juz can't slp... so i guess i will really want to make a mark here u seee... but i duno wad to blog abt... life is juz another hectic routine to me... yet i duno wad am i busy abt...

now i can't think properly as well... i used to tink a lot... maybe on some crap stuff and all... and now i tried nt to tink too much... i can't seem to tink properly... crap...

duno wad's with me... am turning sooo anti social lately... i dun wanna talk.. i dun wanna listen... i just want to be alone... i just want to feel alone... and enjoy the senerity ard me... but too bad... i have got a loud and naggy mum... but hey... i haven been throwing stuffs at her lately k... now i dun even argue with her anymore... or ppl... let them be let them be... juz gimme some peace...

i tink i desperately need a break now... alone... since no one needs me, i shall need no one too... let me enjoy peace...

coz i dun like wad i am doing now..

i dun want to jog like before...

i dun wanna play bball like before... ever since my sprain ankle..

i dun wanna game... it is the same old routine...

i want to study but i can't put my mind to it...

i dun wanna chat on msn...

i juz want some peace...


for me to get back from this horrible feeling...

emptiness...

as for her... maybe i shld just get on with life...

as for them... maybe i shld just get on with life...

as for me... maybe i shld just get on with life...



as if i can...

now the worst thing is i dun even feel passtionate for the things i am doing... human factor is one cause... mood is another...

same goes for my cca.... i shall not write anything on it... it's a sensitive issue...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, August 28, 2005.