LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 114
alrite, the blog bug hit me and here i am again...
hmmm, had my GEM test on calender and astronomy today... which is freaking easy... it is a test based purely on common sense. which somehow i sense lacking in many teens nowadays... i predict scoring the max if not for my absurb spelling error...
well, i couldn't blame myself tt much for not remembering the name of months of the Indian Civil calender... and cedric, i AM NOT A RACIST. juz becoz i can't spell malay and indian words dun make me one ok.
hmm.. beside tt, have been real moody at school today... personal reasons... which i shall not divulge here... or i might be used for personal attack...
have been thinking a lot a lot lately...
ok. have been sharing this story with zr the other day. err.. not TT ZR... is zr as in zong rong... wahhaha... ok. stop the jk before all hell broke loose...
she may like him but he dun like her.
he like HER but SHE might not like him.
but i myself is tinking like, should he go for she instead rather than to wait for HER?
dots... nvm... it's absurd... totally spastic...
nvm the crap...
oh... nvm... really... guohui is such an idiotic idiot who do and think idiotic stuffs.... lame...
hmm... i do not like ppl who do not tink. esp doing things when u dun tink abt the consequences...
but m i too extreme but thinking abt every other possible outcome?
Is this a case of negative RISK ASSESSMENT MANAGEMENT?
damn... i supposed so... and this is not very good...
and i really tt i do not really like the following kind of ppl:
one who proclaim how much he/she loves an activty, join tt activity, go MIA for tt activity for another activity who he/she claim also to be his/her life.
wad's worse is he/she reappear for the initial activity when something big, something fun comes along and ......
shall not go on typing... i noe it is a bad case of bad backstabbing... but i duno wad is rambling thru my head now... i am practically shooting anything off with my foul mind and in this case, fingers...
well, at least for sure, i am pretty depress when my world come crashing down on my and i can't do anything abt it... at least i do not want to do something abt it. juz don't want ppl to get hurt... coz i rather me be the one...
err, nope, i'm nt proclaiming how noble i am. i juz want to be spared tt ugly names of peace destroyer/ spammer/ the guy with thorns.
in words,i rather be the victim than the villian, though i half hearted wanted to be tt villian, and if possible, the honourable villian.
if it never starts, it will never end.this is one really good mindset? i need an answer. someone. anyone.
nvm. end of story... oh i am juz such good script-writer that i should be considering a change of vocation from the inspiring technopreneur/ engineer to a award-winning scriptwriter...
i wish...
except i dun really wanna be one.
and oh manz, my world is sooo broken up... damn.
if it never starts, it will never end.this is one really good mindset? i need an answer. someone. anyone.
