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alrite, having the sudden urge to blog, i decide to blog... lame... well... lame...dots...

hmmm, had a nice ball game with desmond, wei long and botak ytd.. managed to win a lot of teams... tt is soo back like to the old days when we were utter noobs man... too bad weilong is now is OCS... hardly see him ard...

hmm... today... i mean saturday... actually intended to go down to cchs to see see before my 2 hm outing de... but the timing is shifted and i overslp... so might as well skip it la... din exactly really have fun at the outing today... coz half of the time, i was tinking abt the parade... and the things i will miss... i guess this is the partially the same reason y i still couldn't let go of cchsm npcc...i m still very attached to it... well, today i did one very unbelievable thing, n tt is to miss such an impt occasion... the good thing is at least tt shows tt my life dun revolve ard npcc sooo much... and tt i can break away in time to come...

but i noe tt there is still a very personal reason for not going... those who noe me well and know the recent incident should bt able to guess... hmmm... i noe i will feel tt sense of emptiness and upset if i were to be part today... which i was supposed to be proud and happy for others...

nvm... tt sounds... sooo... nvm... it's gone an event, it's gone...

alrite... for today... everyone was late as usual... leaving only me and esther being the earliest ppl at 15mins late... wahahah.... den went to mac to chat... den go parkway buy volleyball, den to ECP lame there... played beach volleyball, dodgeball etc... errr...everything is so impromptu-ly impromptu... wahahah....


but come to tink of it, it is soo rather amazing tt our sec 2 class can connect together after sooo long... 4yrs le... and we were only classmates for a yr... interesting... i still love 2hm... though it is kinda sian to see zr, zq and jasper almost every week... wahha... nice to see michelle, esther, sook mei, ziyan, tze chew again...

ok... we din exactly have a interesting day.. but it is the company tt matters.. tt is good enuf...

and grrrrhh... i m gonna tink a lot tonite... slply slpless nite again... tt's bad...

guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, July 10, 2005.