LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 96
wooh.. haven been blogging lately... was out practically the everyday man...
okie,, to be after 5th may to be precise...
hmm... let's start with today man... woke up at 2pm coz tt zq called... yar... den supposed to meet up at Marine parade... den for the whole of the 10mins+-, had a INTERESTING conversation with my mum before slamming out of the house... met zr at mp library... saw jeremy there man... crapped for a moment before CHILLING out at the 3rd storey... it was FREEZING cold man... den went to parkway to shop for zq's mother's day present while zr went katong with his fren.... i saw celine k... tt TEMASEK sec girl who i was supposed to have a crush on during sameer's area atc... i still remember man... 14/2/2004... valentine's day... she was the first girl i said happy valentine's day to... haha... yar rite sameer...
to sameer : " CELINE REMEMBERED ME K...."
haha... lame... oh ya... the present tt i bought is still rotting in my hse... haha... but glad she remembered me man.. though she din came over to say a hi... coz she's with her fren... i'm with mine... din noe how she managed to get my no... but she left me a msg later in the day... " was it u i saw at parkway? "...
muahaahahh...lame...
okie... went over to isetan to buy something for someone's bday present.... tink it is a wonderful present man... muahaahh
den went over to samuel and kelvin's... bought a new cargo pants...
went home for dinner... coz i dun wanna my mum to disown me... period....
hmmm ytd was interesting... went out with wt and a few of my poly frens.... went to kox at cine... haha... we were practically going crazy le...
friday had dinner with the cchsm CIs...
grrh...
i juz realised tt i'm sooo broke now... guess i'll be off giving tution man... haha...
well...had been thinking a lot lately...
yeap... a lot...
on np...
on my relationship life...
and my life perspective...
a lot...
well... to begin with... i'm so free
hmm... as much as i cannot understand y...
hmm... okie.... eyes off to those who are getting real bored now... i'm starting to grumble again... duhx..
i dunno y i'm still waiting for her man... okie, i noe it is my fault nt to have the courage to even get near to her... or at least let her noe how i feel... it wun feel so bad to be rejected... it is so annoying to NOT know how she feels abt u.. yeap... i am annoying myself man... i just dun get it... i have got no prob gettting to other girls... talking, chatting, hanging out... but her... haiz... i have to even think thrice abt msging her... great...
should i just forget abt her and get on with life... with other girls... maybe she wasn't the one for me... though much i do wan it to be... i am no saint... i am no valentino... but will it be fair for me and for others who wants to noe me more? should i even carry on waiting... this is so disheartening... grrh... so vexing....
maybe i should juz focus on cchsm npcc... den serve the nation...den go thru uni
and get into SDU...
den got to noe a girl and get over and done with...
or get a vietnam/ china bride...
everything seem so perfect...
except i dun wanna it that way...
duhx...
wadever...i'm mad...
PLEASE... reject me for once and for all...
