LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 60
ok ok... here's another milestone in my blog... 60th entry k... never tot tt i'll come so far... but i prove my worth and will to carry on bloggin k... yeap... tt's supposed to be gud rite? haha...
ok ok... initially wanted to blog for last week, but i was caught in a flu-sorethroat-headache combo with fever-cough extra value combo later on in the week... had a 3 day medical leave for my week k.. the first in 2005... the first in many many many months... y muz i kena such a combo when i had my first sickness for the first time over the months??? haiz... hahha...
n the culprit------> the 2 curry puffs from foodcourt 3
!!!!again!!!!
but this time round, the accomplice is ME forgetting to buy any drinks to quench my thirst after eating them in class... kinda serve me right oso... but 3days of illness plus the aftermath till now is a bad enuf punishment for me already k...
n i discover 1 thing....
since the opening of that bakery in foodcourt 3 in SP, i've been down with sickness after eating their foodstuff...
kinda of a "coincidence" huh?
beats me, but i'm nt gonna try for any more foodstuff from there... not in the near future at least... dun wanna get indigestion and sickness combo again...
i hate to be sick...( haha... who does? 0
feel that dying... i even had no energy to on my com for the nite k...let alone blog... scary...
these days had set me thinking...
have i really change??? for the better??? or the worse???
key to this answer: i have changed... though i duno for the better or worse.... beginining to notice this... all alone i thought that i'll be able to suppress / notice / control these changes... but i was wrong.... it is a subconscious thing... though i believe that i'm not easily influence by my surrounding, but somehow, i would .. subconsciously... but aleast i dun smoke... or steal... or commit crime...( please exclude "P2P file-sharing, jaywalking, eating on the bus"). at least i'm able to rationalise btwn the really bad and being a kind person who is able to justify my action... at least i tink so... but nevertheless, some areas of me still remains... the passion for np still remain... at least for now... going to be a unoffical senior CI in cchsm npcc le.. though i dun believe in seniority in CI-hood. hope i can guide my junior CI well... at least maintain our unit's morale... if not bring it to greater hts... it can be done... it can be done...
ok... though i'm boring everyone out with np stuff, muz still stress here... i tink i m getting more and more "sadist" in np... or call in setting higher standards... beginning to lecture ppl more... applying the many techniques of lecturing cadets AND NCOS (esp)... beginning to see the light of y my CIs used to think this way... getting old in np le... almost coming to 6years and going in np, can you believe it? never expect myself to stay committed for so long... but i did... will do so... the passion is still raging.. at least for now...
maybe i've gone insane with my fever... typing out all these wad-seems-crap to readers out there... endure with it for this entry huh. will get more interesting... keep your finger cross... cheers' o
