LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 59
hey yo, it's guohui back here again... who else can u be expecting? my evil twins from planet z?? haha... lame... today is the first post of the yr 2005!!! happy new yr to all of you all out dere!!! woohooo!!!
a lot of things happened this week... may it be gud or bad, they are there to stay... factual reality... went to queensway with cedric on mon to buy my leather shoe... had a photo taking session on tuesday for the helpers of SPINNOVEX 2005... wore formal clothing to sch... the feeling's great... esp wearing a tie to class...haha... okie... the egocentric me took a lot of self portrays of myself...duh...digressing... den went to zhen qiang hse... was abt to play bball in a formal suit... (yes, u heard me rite, playing basketball in a formal suit WITH TIE!!!) but the rain spared me from the torture. headed down to parkway after tt... zhen qiang's turn to treat us for his bdae... same usual place at suki sushi's... wed was great... finally went home early at 5pm to rest k... thurs... intially wanted to join the gang to play bball at marine parade... but had a case of indigestion.. .really horrible k... i had to miss my dinner, supper, breakfast etc coz of it... damn... the culprit was a digusting cream puff plus a greedy me... accomplice: the slice of egg prata plus bee hoon for breakfast at foodcourt 3 in SP...
fri was new yr eve... initially was to go out with the 2hm ladies... but dunno y in the end din happen... initially heard from zr said going to east coast... first reaction of me was really SIAN0.5!!!!countdown at east coast!! crazy idea... somemore it was pouring for the whole morning k... total craze... went over to jasper hse at 7 after a heated row w/o action with mum... she's getting oh-so-work-up these day... duno y...getting on my nerves k... headed to partyworld in town for countdown... it was so damn ex k... kena whacked a cool 30bucks++ each for a 4hr session... den walked to esplanade with jasper and zhenqiang... was supposed to meet my frens dere... on the way, we did a lot of crazy things... as if we were drunk k... we headed to to bugis direction for a long time before catching a cab... it was a cool $20 bucks k... slpt to 2pm todae...
over the weeks... had a rude shock of my life recently... i was being critisized by some peeps in the SP( dun wanna mention names...) as someone very arrogant, eager to show off my forte, domineering, bossy... m i really someone lyk this??? i dunno.. .really really dun... have i been too offensive in my speech? have i cross the boundary of respect? have i been... domineering?? i tot tt by pointing out wad i feel is right, i m showing tt at least i care... at least i care abt what WE are doing... but somehow i'm sorry u all dun feel tt way... N STOP ASSOCIATING me with NPCC!!! is it a crime/ wrong / abnormal to be a cadet inspector? so wad if i am serving the corps? tt's whr my passion lies... stop discounting my commitment coz i m serving the corps... HAD ENUF of being scrutinised... just treat my commitment as a part time job!!!
sorry to those who cannot understand the above... just kinda wanna vent my frustration... tt's my platform k...
n come to tink of it... i realise tt i've changed...
a lot
a lot
a lot
in terms of the way i act...
evolution...
or worse still... invisible gradual evolution...
or the better or the worse???
time will tell...
ok... time to make resolutions for the year... din really accomplish ALL of my resolutions for year 2004... had some hold backs... still couldn't bring myself to make it known.... to the world... to ?????????... for frenship or for the worse??
is it a misunderstanding? have i mistaken a fren's concern for something else? do i wanna alight my train only to find someone is actually on the same train with me but we both din realise it?
nvm... i'm just crapping... treat it as a story... it may be the blockbuster of the year... woohoo... most-inspiring scriptwriter: guohui... alrite man...
oh ya... i' m sure everyone heard abt the tsunami... it's a pretty terrible incident...
*a minute of silence for the people who suffered because of it.*
tt brings me to one point... life is so fragile... so helpless... gotta cherish life... n most important ppl ard you...no matter what they did to you... sometimes, i had just imagine myself being in tt situation... it's scary.. nvm..don't wann elaborate... had this incident of almost similiar incident this yr with my family... in malaysia... but phew... guohui and his family is still here to stay.
sorry mum( if you ever see this...), for all the upsets and things i have done...( stop nagging me abt the pillow incident though.)
nevertheless....still wanna end today's entry with a happy new year to all... sorry for being so emotional this entry... treat it as a screenplay...
N despite all fights, argument, quarrels, pillow-throwing... wanna wish my mum a happpy bdae!!!
