LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 57
ok dear dear readers... finally back to blogging again... ok... last week was a pretty busy week... took staff sergeant promotion test last week and all made the week a really busy week... but luckily i had the expense of the weekend to catch up my sleeps... though i PS zong rong they all on a sat bball game... coz simply too tired le... slpt till 4.30pm...haha...16hrs++ of sleep... hmm... anyway... main pt of today's blog is nt tt...
here comes the main point...
do u all actually have the zhui mo sheng de shu si ren... roughly translated as the fren tt u dun actually know...
the loaded statement comes from this particular guy... assuming that he is a all-too-famous-person who know everyone... he came up to me and started this conversation.
guy: " yoz brudder, wad's up... how's life ya? wooohoo... u look cool... how's ur npcc thing going abt?"
me: " the ceiling's up... if not the sky... feel free to look up... my life is gr-8... i'm still alive..." i den gave him a fake smile...
not knowing wad is sarcasm, this guy can went on to chat with me for 10mins... till we reach my destination... so pissed k... being a nice guy, i dun ask him to back off... maybe he is being frenly... but too frenly for my liking... i just dun like his one-who-know-everyone attitude... actually being frenly is nt my pt abt nt liking him...i am a frenly person... but he proclaim to know everyone...tt is so damn... nt my kind of person anyway...
point no 2:
was at this organisation whr the relationship of the peeps were like so hi-and-bye... starting stupid trend of slang... tt i find childish... or rather nt matured for my liking... again, ppl who self-proclaim to know everyone... but actually nt... hate peep who assume they know me more than i noe myself... duh... nvm... shall nt bother with this...
was at this briefing at an organisation... they were organising this intra-school( or faculty if u wanna name it another way... we call faculty by schools in SP) competition and i volunteer to help out... no cca pt mind you.. but being a kind soul, i did... their briefing is like so not professionally done... with peeps adding unneccesary comments here and dere... and their own jokes or trends here and dere... find it nt really professionally done... and the IC never actually control the situation... nt forgetting the poor explanation... nt tt i wanna praise my sec 3 ncos... but i tink they can easily do a better job... or maybe i expect too much for them... but they are 17yrs old+++ mind u.... but nvm... maybe it's me...
which brings me to another pt...
i have this tendancy to shoot or question the organising committee abt the competition... abt the feasibility, contingency plan, clear explanation etc... expecting them to know every thing and answer to every question posed... much to their displeasure as well as others who think tt wad i point out is crap... time wasting... but experience as a CI tells me tt these are the things tt will be missed out during the real thing...
have this CI thing really blend into my life??? as in the lurve to question the organising committee abt the event they are in charge of, so as to make sure everything run smoothly??? dunno abt tt... but i'm sure others are quite frustrated with me for this syndrome... at least the organisers... but at least i make it a pt to apologise to them after the briefing.. just in case i sound rude...
somehow i felt tt some trends in being a CI had blend into my life.... may it be gud or bad...
had to admit but lam yarn's sense of professionalism somethings had influenced me into being professional
when i submit a monthly report for my job scope in my SPINNOVEX committee.
getting ppl nt to digress ( though we definitely do for our np meetings.) when having a discussion...
recently being n2 to have initiative to take up leadership roles in organising my class (once) / river raft comp members to stay focus when deciding something...
remembering to stay focus on the things tt i do...
maybe npcc leadership course had some positive effects on me... so far...
life as a ci benefits me into being confident in what i do...
*disclaimer: above pts are of guohui's pt of view... please object if u wan to...
gosh... this is a long entry...
