LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 21

hi ya... din expect myself to blog again todae..but somehow within me insisted...( ok.. do i sound the usual philosophic me??? do i sound normal???)... hmm... i din do much todae... woke up as usual... when to cchs to hand in my postin form... mr.kwek is on reservist duty and mrs kee is nt in...wad to do... left them in her pigeon hole and msg her, email her, call her lohz.... okie.... next went to play pool with zhi hui and raymond.... nt bad, had improved quite a lot... den when to buy bdae card for celine... chose a long time... haiz...duno how to give to her this sat sia.... ( her bdae btw... but got campcraft competition and she is involved...) and i duno wad to write in the card..haven bought a present yet...maybe settle for a necklace ba..... den went to mac with raymond...ate a bit... i went over to the basketball court next.... saw tt two gers again..this time i noe tt they were sec 1 and live very far from my hse...the funny thing is tt y they came to my hse the bball court of all places? n somemore stay till so late....a mystery to me...(hint: maybe becoz of me???? haha... okie... i m laming.... tt me though...muAHHAHA)

hmmm itz 14hrs to the big moment... tt is when i got my results back... how would i fare?? will i be achieving my targets??? i duno...dun seems to be able to prepare for the worst... raymond sae tt he pass he happy le... but for me... i still relish at the thought of makin it to a jc... (hear tt kiat yong is quiting....duno y...) so will i be able to realise this little insane thought of mine... it is in tml... hmmm if eva i dun do well, i dun really feel lyk attending the meetin tml nite...dun wan to go le...considerin my mood after gettin my results...duno le...will they accept my reason...okie, i may seem to be selfish... but i dun even tink i got the mood for a np meetin after gettin the result tt will affect my life loh...haiz.. c how lar tml...

hmmm i m still worrying now le...duno y.... started to feel so helpless.... so afraid of the dae before tml....started to tink back abt my life at cchs... i had a talk with zhen qiang yesterday.... both of us really admit tt we really miss cchs life... if only we could turn back in time... back to the daes of sec 2 harmony... the daes which i cherish most till todae.... the daes of xiong di dang....(gang of brother)... i noe it is but a dream but is surely my right to dream rite? how i wish... but things are neva the same any more... the lyrics of the song A whole new world keep on lignering in my mind....

like a shootin star, i've come so far... i can't go back to where i used to be.......

let's hope it will be a wonderful whole new world for me... hope tt tml neva come... all are but selfish thoughts... we c wad goes tml....life goes on... meanwhile, let me worry on......

guohuilist turned back time on Friday, February 27, 2004.