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todae is raining...juz lyk my feeling though...i did badly 4 my prelims....or wad i seem to think....have i expected too much for myself or have i simply lost the ability to create my ideal dream??? have i lost to power to create?? i dunno....i dun seem to....i did badly for my emaths P1 and simply 4 my sciences... at least to the extend of wadi hope 4....i have a bad feeling bt my prelims....is tiz wad i deserve 4 all the hard work i had put in??? is tiz wad i deserve for all my scarifices? i dunno...all these daes i pia 4 all my sub but still i have not met my targets....is my ability to study fading???

i dun tink now i possess the determination, will n strength to press on....i dun even noe whr to find the courage to believe in mysef... i m left confidence-less.... am i wad i am to be??? ppl sae tt failure is the mother of success....i've failed sooo many times....when is success???? huh???? i dun...i dun wanna noe.....do i preserve on or do i juz give up the world damn thing......i dunno...

i had a bad day.....

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, September 25, 2003.