LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 5

pic of one of my pic wif my np frenz....frenz 4eva!!!!!

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, September 30, 2003.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 4

yoz... todae got back my geo paper...todae was okie...me woke up at 8am and went off to sku by 10am....den the HAN neva cum so i went out with saiho, phoo and jun rui to parkway eat...den when we discovered tt 1 asshole tio caught going out of sku and got SUSPENDED 4 1 week, we took a cab back.....den we got our paper at the school hall.... i got a B# for my geo... the only okie paper the results i get....duhx...how vexing...den went wif hui qin and sophia go eat at city plaza..it wad raining.... i pei them shop for around and i pei sophia fo\\go her tution at 4.30...me den take 10 back home...saw ji chong...chat bt his life...i go 4 a basketball game at my hse.. tovex my frustration...1st match okie la...me top scorer 4 the game..... den i saw 1 wtf guy...instead of playin well, i elbowed him and do all sort of LEGAL damage to him...hahah....how song.... tink tt all 4 my dae todae ba....

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, September 29, 2003.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 3


hahaha... long time neva blog liao...hmmm... to sum up wad i did over the last few dae..we were at a dinner for salim's bdae at crystal jade palace on sat.... really enjoy myself....den we went on to KTV and sing it out....haha...got home at round 0230hrs.... den on sun i had tution as usual and den itz basketball time again.... me AP wif my parents oso 4 forcing me to study when i no longer had the mood to do so... had done terribly bad at my prelims..yet before i could reflect on myself, they ask me to study and dunno la... i AP them and we had a cold war in the family with me not speaking at all for the whole dae.....

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, September 29, 2003.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 2.1(continue)


todae is raining...juz lyk my feeling though...i did badly 4 my prelims....or wad i seem to think....have i expected too much for myself or have i simply lost the ability to create my ideal dream??? have i lost to power to create?? i dunno....i dun seem to....i did badly for my emaths P1 and simply 4 my sciences... at least to the extend of wadi hope 4....i have a bad feeling bt my prelims....is tiz wad i deserve 4 all the hard work i had put in??? is tiz wad i deserve for all my scarifices? i dunno...all these daes i pia 4 all my sub but still i have not met my targets....is my ability to study fading???

i dun tink now i possess the determination, will n strength to press on....i dun even noe whr to find the courage to believe in mysef... i m left confidence-less.... am i wad i am to be??? ppl sae tt failure is the mother of success....i've failed sooo many times....when is success???? huh???? i dun...i dun wanna noe.....do i preserve on or do i juz give up the world damn thing......i dunno...

i had a bad day.....

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, September 25, 2003.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 2


Yesterday
Beatles, Lennon & McCartney


Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as thought they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday

Sudlenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday, came sudlenly

Why she, had to go
I don't know she wouldn't say
I said, something wrong
Now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday.

Why she, had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said, something wrong
Now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday.


one of my fav classical jazz song....hope u lyk it....it oso describe my feelings todae.......haiz

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, September 25, 2003.

LiFe oF gUohU|...cHp 1

while i was walking home todae, i stumbled upon sumthing tt let me pondered in deep...

wad is life? or rather ,do we noe wad we r living for or even y r we living in tiz world??? perhaps to live our dream...but wad do we do if we achieve our dream? have we waste our life away? den wad is the pt of living den? BUT we have live life to the fullest by trying to achieve our dream! sum sae...so wad u get in the end besides satisfaction? so we do live for tt sense of satisfaction? lets look from another pt of view, lets se we achieve our dream... we feel satisfied, so wad to we do next? enjoy our dream and live with no purpose? or do we perish from the world becoz our goals r attained, dere is nothing to live for? so wad's tt purpose of living??? or do we search for new dream? if so, how bt the old dream? wad tt for??? for fun?? so in conclusion, wad does tt make u den??? sum live for the sake of living??? huh??? so tt they make a presense on this world, wasting the resources of the earth??huh??? so wad does tt have the earth gotta gain??? sum live to survive?? wad's dere to survive??? so tt u dun get eaten up??? or to make ur presense lyk the above stated?? huh??? confusing....so wad do ppl exactin live for???

sum ppl dedicate their life for the welfare sake of human kind, the make the world better for the next generation, if we do get better? was's tt pt??do we get happier juz becoz of the comfort of technology? wad happen to the comfort after next technology replace the old?? the comfort is lost or does tt comfort get ignored or forgotten or taken for granted??? if so, so wad does tt maek the life of the ppl who dedicate thier life in making technology?? do they live in vain, discovering sumthing to make ppl take for granted??? huh???den y do they live??? for the same feeling of satisfaction..or for tt instant fame of their time??? huh??? if tt so, do tt defeat their purpose of living of dedication???

LIfe is a amazing thing...with endless boundaries of definition and yet with no definition at all...wad is this thing call life???

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, September 22, 2003.

todae i went 4 tution...amaths 4 3hrs...tt gud revision...hope i can do as well in exams as i can do in my tution....nothing special happen todae...i had a gud basketball match todae...a knockout style 4-on-4 in the court....1st match-->opening scorer, had 7 balls in...2nd match and on was history....made sum gud shots though....i feel tt my shooting has improved..perhaps by stress ba... oso change msn nick todae....haha....really nothin special happen...sianz....these daes at hoem, nothing to do exceptmy fav,slp and study...yah??? sian....c no chio bu or cute gers around lately...whr have they gone to???hahha....haiz, guess itz back to study again....haha


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guohuilist turned back time on Sunday, September 21, 2003.

hoho...juz finished the end of the first week of the torrential prelims...sianz...but life goes on 4 me as usual....me todae oso hand in my CI form...tt mark another chp of my life...a new continuation of pursuit on my interest in life....haiz.... i m in fear of yet another failure in my life... yet i muz perceived on...

todae i oso made a great improvement on my basketball career (leisure one..duhx,,, u tink wad???)...made and practised hard todae to destress...not bad...had a gud 3 on 3 match which i found new ways of nice assists and refound mu shooting form..(16/20) shots..okei 4 sum1 hu haven played 4 many many daes.... tink tt bt me 4 todae...dun tink will blog in again so often in near future...exams!!!!arrhhhh....

oh yah..me todae pass qun her bdae present....darn embarrassed...coz itz a big one wif a bear head on it...den my hse biggest bag can oni hold till the head..so i bring it to sku..ppl thought i wanna biao bai wif her..haha...but luckily saw her on bus 30 and thankfully gave it tot her without any hitches...haha....

guohuilist turned back time on Friday, September 19, 2003.

Typical academic year for a student.

1. Sundays-52,Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
days left 313.

2. Summer holidays-50 where weather is very hot and difficult to
study. days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep-means 130 days.
days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing-(good for health) means 15 days.
days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies(chew properly &
eat)-means 30days. days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)-means 15 days
days left 81.

7. Exam days per year atleast 35 days.
days left 46.

8. Quarterly, Half yearly and festival (holidays)-40 days.Balance 6
days.

9. For sickness atleast 3 days. remaining days 3.

10. Movies and functions atleast 2 days. 1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. "How can you study at that day?"
Balance days 0

"How can a student pass ?????"

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, September 18, 2003.

sooo many dae neva cum liao...coz of exams ma....sianz...i seems immune liao...how??? i feel so scared yet so resilent....haiz....i haf a gud feeling bout passing all but no more fulll marks liao...aRHx....gUoHuI jIa yOu.....

yesterdae got my medal of appreication 4 rendering npcc service....mixed feelings sum how..but tt not on my agenda

another thing tt really bother me is the CI course....arthur not going liao..i respect his decision...now chee...haiz...i dunno y...if he really cannot make it den itz okie, but sumhow i tink tt tt not the case...if he give up the change because he wan us to have a better opportunity to return to chung cheng, den he's wrong....i rather him not do so to ruin his chance of a life time...given his character lyk i do, i tink tt his case...sacrificing himself 4 other so tt other can have a chance....y he sooo wei da one....i rather him not do tt...y he sooo foolish one....really hope tt he will change his mind b4 fri...chee...dun give urself up coz of us...really pls dun.....u r foolish......

always cherish ur oppportunity, they knock and go and may cease to return....

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, September 16, 2003.

haiyo, todae mid-autumn festival but i neva go out at nite..sianz...wad to do...raining lehz...supposed to meet huiping and shermaine at escape but need to study so neva go...in the end, i go pasir ris and headed back home coz of the rain..sianz....
but cannot lah...later muz try and go out....todae festival lehz...cannot stay @ home one...haiz...trying to...trying to...


wIsH a|| ppL a hApPy dAe...dUhx..

guohuilist turned back time on Thursday, September 11, 2003.

haiz...modem down 4 many many daes...sianz...so cannot cum here...life is as usual...study day in dae out...todae bought present 4 qun's bdae wif chee.....den we study tok crap in white sands library wif kwan and yu hong...nothing much happen lahz....juz sum same old things...haiz...so sianz....wel...tt life.....nothing much to add.....haiz.....

dreamz r reality yet to be accomplished......

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, September 09, 2003.

have a gud luff...esp. if u haf a bad dae or if u haf a normal dae....duhx....life goes on 4 me and is going very boringly.....

i began to question myself wad is life again..the scary experince i had last year when i was lost....haiz....okie...LiFe gO oN...duhx...

guohuilist turned back time on Tuesday, September 02, 2003.

laalaala...another dae in my life has juz passed...went to study wif kwan in the afternoon...(exams r cuming.....STRESSED...)...den bought a DARK MAGICIAN yugioh card and a DARK MAGICIAN GIRl card....hehe..i noe how 2 waste $$ right???duhx.....sianz...oso bought 2 assessment bks.....practising later..hehe...juz came across an interesting email....



go dere c the story if u can...

sianz...life is lyk a routine everydae....dunno y... itz getting boring....okie lahz.... gotta get back to study mode liao.... i end todae wi f a saying....

Better a patient man than a warrior, a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city

guohuilist turned back time on Monday, September 01, 2003.